Chaotic Academic Aesthetic - Blog Posts

Are you REALLY a chaotic academic if your annotations arent silly and goofy

Exampes below

10:16 p.m. 02.02.2023

Я отучилась и давно прибыла домой вот сижу точу карандаши и слушаю подкастик, потом буду рисовать виды дистрофий по патологической анатомии и спать, воот как-то так.

И да у меня полный хаос, как на столе, так и в комнате, надо будет прибраться на выходных.

my life is currently dominated by the letters A, T, C, and G

classrooms are a lot more nostalgic than we think

i feel that we underappreciate the amount of good memories it brings us; how unique our experiences in a dull workplace could be so vivid and so cool and so… so special.

10.11.22

“You are worthy of concern, of happiness, of love.”

~ from one bored but stressed student to another

04.11.2024 | let me tell you, my calc professor did not really let me get an extension for my assignments despite me telling him it was exam season 😭

so it is on guys (to be honest i understand nothing because i didn’t have time to prepare for the assignment. hmu if you are good at implicit differentiation).

other than that i will go over a few topics for my history exam tomorrow. rip. wish me luck 😔😃

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03.11.2024 | took some in depth-notes for my upcoming history and biology exams.

learning the history of the ottoman empire is almost as easy as learning the whole structure of the eye 😂

still going because i need academic validation💪🏻😭

"the despair of an idealism that you can't attain" aaaaaaaah, i am so dead

"I am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because 'romantic' doesn't mean sugary' It's dark and tormented - the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can't attain."

- Catherine Breillat

—H.G. Wells, The Time Machine

my heart breaks a little every time i look at my mother because all I see is what I shouldn't be yet all she sees is all she could be

“A golden cage is still just a cage.”

-Anita Krizzan

“You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.”

-Friedrich Nietzsche

“Time is a game played beautifully by children.”

-Heraclitus

“Show me a hero, and I’ll write you a tragedy.”

-Francis Scott Fitzgerald

“A morbid longing for the picturesque at all costs”

-Donna Tartt, The Secret History

i love her i love her i love her

i love her i love her i love her

i love her i love her i love her

I think I made her up

second home

GUYS! If you liked SKAM I have a great TV show for you. Its called ,,Mixte 1963" or ,,Voltaire high". Its got the same vibe like SKAM, but Its happening during the 60s in France. There's a lot of romance and it also discuss important stuff (feminism, lgbt rights,...). Give it a chance, I promise

Edit: Its also giving chaotic academia vibes sooo

With academic writing... you never know. Did I just wrote the greatest essay of the century? is it a complete bag of poop? did I answer the questions or was I writing about my uncle's toenails for three days straight? You will never know... and so won't I. Because I am caffeinated, I ate too much chocolate and the screen is burned into my brain now. I can see the Time. Magical.

Late night study sessions might feel exhausting, but they're also some of the most rewarding moments in your academic journey. When the world is quiet, and it's just you and your books, you have the opportunity to dive deep into your studies, to understand, and to grow. Remember, every hour you put in, every note you take, and every concept you master is a step closer to your goals.

It's okay to feel tired. It's okay to take breaks. But never forget the power of persistence. Each time you push through, you're building not just your knowledge, but also your resilience. This is your journey, and while it might not always be easy, it's worth it.

So, surround yourself with what inspires you whether it's a cup of coffee, your favorite study playlist, or motivational quotes that keep you going. You’ve got this. Keep your head up, your mind sharp, and your heart determined. Every challenge you overcome is a victory, every question you answer is progress.

Stay focused, stay motivated, and remember why you started. You’re capable of more than you know, and this is just one step on your path to success. Keep going. The effort you put in today will pay off tomorrow.

You drew stars around my scars, but now I'm bleedin'

Taylor Swift, "cardigan"

They asked me, "how much did you love him?"

Me- "Jus' not enough to make him stay."

"I knew that someday you would find me. I waited for you, calmly, with boundless impatience. Consume me."

~Hiroshima Mon Amour (1959), Alain Resnais

"All these people think love's for show

But I would die for you in secret."

Taylor Swift, 'Peace'

“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

~Rodger Kamenetz

~To the daydreamers~

To dream–to dream has been the business of my life.

–Edgar Allan Poe

home is the first grave

@filmnoirsbian x (from @willemdafoegf 's post // catherine lacey // chen chen // silas denver melvin // aloha from hell, richard kadrey // courtney love prays to oregon // @heavensghost // st. lucy’s home for girl’s raised by wolves // x // taylor swift’s “my tears ricochet” // this post @ceemetery

buy me a coffee

Litan, 1982, Jean-Pierre Mocky

i sometimes forget that this is everyone’s first time on earth too. like. this is my first time seeing a butterfly this color. but its that little girl’s first time seeing any butterfly, ever. and i accidentally left a bag of groceries at the store after paying and now i’m cursing under my breath and it’s like. there a thousand other people out there who did that today too. and a thousand more from yesterday. and. like. we’re not actually alone. and we’re not actually failing. at least not in a way that a few billion people haven’t before you

Wow. Was kinda productive and consistent throughout the day. And yet, i am going so sloooow.