Wordsicantsaytoyou - Blog Posts

Look at me, hold on to me.

We started out as friends

We remained friends for a while

And then something else

Something extra, something happy.

The whispers started then

Knowing looks thrown out way

Disapproving frowns shot from behind books

The strain set in.

You didn't care

You decided that the whole world could wag their tongues

You weren't going to leave your dear friend because of their ideas

You said, "it's not true so what's the use"

I did care

Because, you see, what they said was true

I stopped seeing you as just a friend a while ago.

I'm forced to realize that I felt that magic alone

I told you how I felt

And how I hated feeling that way

And how I wanted to disappear from your life

You assured me that all will be well

And now, when we've grown apart

And I can no longer meet your eyes across the hall

I wish you would hold me, draw me to your side, stop me from slowly and surely disappearing

I wish you would say the words I long to hear

And during the long lonely nights

I have a lot of regrets

I shouldn't have expressed my feelings, I shouldn't have had feelings

I shouldn't have destroyed what relationship was there between us.