I Wanna Be Weightless - Blog Posts

Quando mi brontolerà lo stomaco, saprò di star andando bene. Quando inizierà a girarmi di nuovo la testa quando mi alzo dal letto, saprò che sto avanzando a grandi passi. Quando avrò la nausea e l'acidità di stomaco dopo aver mangiato qualcosa, saprò che ci sono quasi. Quando mi siederò su una sedia con i piedi su di essa e le ginocchia alzate, e non sentirò la mia pancia toccare le cosce, saprò che sono proprio lì lì per avercela fatta. Quando camminerò e non sentirò l'interno delle mie cosce toccarsi, o quando mi stenderò sul fianco e tra le mie cosce ci sarà abbastanza spazio per farci passare la mano senza toccarle, saprò che ce l'ho fatta. Quando l'elastico per capelli non mi stringerà più la parte più larga del braccio, saprò di aver vinto.

Ma, fino a quel momento, continuerò a fissarmi nuovi obbiettivi.

06/09/2023, ore 06:20.

My coworker said it looks like I'm loosing weight!! She said my tummy and back are looking a little smaller. I didn't know 7lbs was enough for people to start noticing. Then again me and them work like 10 and half hours with each other in a small room. But I'm proud never the less.

Things are gonna start getting tight around here. I'm gonna really restrict my food intake as I really want to keep losing weight. I donot care how I get there. All I know if I have to lose 40lbs as fast as possible.

When will I start to feel light and weightless? I'm desperate for that attention skinny brings and I will not stop till I get there. If I have to pay my mental health for it then that is the price I am willing to pay. I want boys to look at me, I want girls to envy me. And I want my family to take back every little negative thing they have ever said about me back. I will no longer be the fat freind, the fat sister or the fat coworker. Ha! They will all watch me get thin.

And I WILL get there. They will all see. Every guy that has ever ignored me will finally be forced to pay attention. That will make things right.

For now on- Listen up fattie

860 calories will be the MAX that I can have. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEAT DAYS. Fatties don't deserve cheat days.

I will have to drink 8 cups of water each day to prevent me from eating.

I WILL chew my food 25 times before swallowing.

I will take my protein powder and supplements daily

I WILL get plenty of sleep at least 8 to 10 hrs per day. Beauty queens need their rest.

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Saturday 4/11

I almost forgot to post yesterday's food log I was so tired😭 it's getting easier to eat less though so that's always a plus

I'm back and I'm gonna try a 24hr liquid fast for the first time, wish me luck♡

Saturday 28/10

Today I had 729 calories, I really wanna cut down though because I haven't really lost any weight in the past week😭

For breakfast/lunch dad made me some sausages and eggs and I felt bad so I didn't wanna turn it down😭 it was 353 calories

I had a little meal around 5 because I get hungry around then, it was around 25 calories

For dinner I had what I had yesterday which is some glazed salmon with some leftover creamy potatoes which was 350 calories

Friday 27/10

Here's my food for the day! I got to make my own dinner so the total calories are only 575

For lunch I had some peanut butter on rice cakes, 175 calories

For dinner I had some leftover creamy potatoes and some glazed salmon I made! There wasn't much here to make a glaze though so I used some malt vinegar, pork bulgogi, sugar and tomato sauce. It was surprisingly tasty but I have no idea how many calories it was, I'm gonna guess like 50, in total for dinner though it was 400 calories