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𖥻 gentle loving

♡┊𝐇𝐘𝐕𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 ; bang chan

as you opened your eyes your boyfriend has already gone to the gym with his friends , so you decided to lay in bed longer and enjoy his calming scent a bit longer. you fell back asleep for another hour until the sunlight woke you up yet again. you yawn before searching for your phone to look at the notifications you got overnight. nothing grabbed your interest till you saw a message from your best friend.

you responded to her knowing she will tease you for always answering late after you finished texting her you got up and went downstairs to the kitchen where you saw a bright pink post it with your boyfriends messy handwriting on the table.

morning love

got you some breakfast at the coffee shop it’s in the fridge.

have a nice day love you <3

and a cute heart drawn at the bottom of the note.

it made you smile at how thoughtful he was even if it was just a simple thing like getting you breakfast early in the morning. after texting him a quick thanks for the breakfast baby, you grabbed the plate and a coffee/tea/juice (whatever u prefer) and sat down at the dining table scrolling on TikTok while eating as you heard the sound of the door opening and closing. you heard something dropping on the floor probably chan’s gym bag. you where still lost in your thoughts as your boyfriend enters the kitchen with a smile on his face and his curly fluffy hair.

his bare face and natural hair had always been your favourite sight to see, so you couldn’t help the smile that formed on your lips. you stood up and quickly put your arms around him just as he puts both of his hand on your hips. chan’s face mirrors your own affectionate smile “hey love”

he said in a gentle voice which only made your heart speed up more so you didn’t hold back and kissed him. it was one of those kisses where you just let your actions speak for you as your lips danced together. neither of you had realised how long the kiss went on but neither of you were complaining as you just hold each other and enjoyed being together. the day continues like that no need to rush anything as you and chan cuddle up on the couch putting on a random show which no one of you paid attention to because you were to focused on each other. you smiled softly as you looked down on your chest seeing chan sleeping on it soft snores escaping his pretty lips as you tangled your hand in his soft curls and closed your eyes <3

When you live at the circus ~ b.c

Written by @chqnverse ♡

inspired by "carousel " by melanie martinez

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you didn't knew anything else than life at the circus with animals, you where the tightrope walker at the circus :: dancing on a smal rope day in and out ending your day falling in the smal bed together with your best friend. he was mostly dancing or singing he loved it you both did. your parents let you grow up together. every once a month people came to cheer on you and your best friend performance together. but recently you grew tired of it, tired of dancing or walking on a rope high up in the air but you couldn't tell that anyone not even chan your best friend because you saw how much fun he had singing for people so you keept your mouth shut.

tomorrow was a big show with more people than usually... you weren't nervous you had done that a million times. chan was worried everytime he saw you walking on that thin rope without any safety to catch you if you fall... 'y/n are you sure you don't want to dance on the floor? it would be much safer and-' you pulled up the dress over your corset shaking your head. 'felix we talked about this' you did you told him many times that it was easy for you like riding a bicycle but he was never satisfied so he hums like always. 'could you close my corset please?' you asked softly making him smile at you and do as asked. you already heard the loud voices talking. 'you gonna sing or dance today' you mumbled watching him pull the ropes of the corset 'dance with felix and minho..' he said making a bow at the end. you turn around looking at his hazel eyes 'good luck channie'.

chan looks at you you looked damm gorgeous, your curled up hair bouncing up and down as you walked away for him, glittet make up on your face over your eyelids some glitter stones making them shine in the light.

you looked like a princess to him. he was wearing a white outfit that looked burned one some parts a chain decorating his belly (sorry couldn't resist choosing that outfit ) he looked at the mirror before leaving the little room he heard people scream your name he looked at the rope there you stood in the middle of it legs spread sitting on the rope. he watched you making stunts he knew them all. as you stood on the rope and bowed towards the people you suddenly lost balance feeling nauseous seeing dots in front of your eyes. chan's mouth fell open in a gasp the people mirror his expression. the director ran towards your body on the floor.

┊✧*🩰｡°࿐ 5 Months later....

you where sitting on the bed your right feet wrapped up in a bandage. since you feel down chan didn't even let you anywhere near the rope saying that you are ' still not healed y/n' you slowly where getting angry one day it all becomes to much when you went on the rope without anyone's knowing. chan saw you slowly walking in the middle as you came down his expression told you that he wasn't pleased at all. 'y/n' his tone was warning 'didn't I told you not to go up there until you are healed?' you look at the sand covered floor. 'I'm sorr-' chan just shakes his head 'no you are not y/n you shouldn't risk you life just to hear people call your again' he said eyes never leaving you 'you will stay away from that rope until the doctor confirmed that your healed' your eyes widened 'you are not my father chan you can't keep me away from doing what I love ...' chan took your hand 'this is not how it works y/n' he wanted to pull you towards your dressing room.

'then how does it work chan huh tell me? do you like the thought of never seeing the world only dancing for peoples amusement? never getting to feel someone's love because the rules are set like this?' your voice full of anger and pain. it was true chan deeply wishes he could love one person but he couldn't it was against the rules...don't fall in love with someone you work with... his mind hates the rule. he deeply wishes he could tell you how much he loves you since you where kids. 'y/n do you think I don't know this? they will punish us for not following the rules and you are risking that..do you want them to punch and slap you? I don't so you are not going near this fuc*ing rope again' you wince at the raising tone of his voice. 'chan I - I don't think' chan chuckled 'you never do y/n do even know how much I love you-' your mind races he said he loved you. chan loved you, your body moved before you could think straight you hugged him tight stopping his rant. 'I love you too...' you whispered again his chest.

for a moment chan stops and wrapped his arms protectively around you he tryed to breath in every second he had like this, the way your scent enveloped him like flowers, the way your eyes are closed hiding the beautiful y/e/c eyes he loved so much. your hair tied up in a messy bun be loved so much. 'y/n...you know we can't-' chan tryed to say but you quickly interrupted him 'let's run away...far away...and start new just you and me' chan pulls away with wide eyes 'are you insane our money will never be enough for that' you shrugged. he pulls away and you immediately miss his warmth and closeness. 'I am going' you said confidently starting to walk away from him your leg hurting a bit. chan's eves began to water 'your gonna leave me?'. he asked voice shaking. 'you can always follow me channie' you smiled over his shoulder. 'come with me?' you said voice full of hope. chan studies you and slowly shakes his head.

'I can't y/n...I can't just leave and pretend this never happened the money wouldn't be enough and we couldn't even life somewhere' your eyes showed everything you didn't speak out loud sadness mostly present.

'well I guess this is a goodbye then chan... see you some time again' you waved him making him want to run towards you and hold you for ever but he held himself back. he couldn't just leave. his heart was screaming at him to stop you but his brain told him to let you go and move on.

...will he ever see you again?...

I Promise~ b.c

Written by @yonglixx✏️

Warning: Charakter death & Sad Channie😭

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I am sitting in frontof the OP room. My wife Bang y/n was getting a C-Station because our daughter wouldn't turn around in the birth position and y/n was getting exhausted so the doctor said they needet to get the baby because the baby's heartbeat was getting slower and they didn't wanted to risk anything. They asked me to stay outside. Suddenly the door opens and I saw a nurse rushing out the room with a lil baby in her arms, my eyes widened and I began to panic i saw y/n laying in the hospital bed for a smal second. I looked at my love…she was so pale and looked fragile,as if she could break at the slightest touch. The door closed again. Don't panic Chan everything will be fine right?

I remembered the moment I meet y/n...

FLASHBACK:

Chan's Pov:

I was walking to the Cafe down the street to get myself and my Members some coffee. It was our 30 Minutes break and we where all exhausted from practicing our new Dance.

I opened the door of the Cafe and bumped into a girl, she stumbled backwards and fell down I quickly apologized and helped her to stand up again "I am sorry miss I didn't see you" I pulled her up. I saw her cheeks got slightly red as she looked in my Eyes. "It's okay Sir thank you for helping me up again" she said in a cute Voice. I chuckled and smiled "Do you want a Coffee or a Tea?" She let out a smal giggle "But Sir you don't know me why would you buy me a Coffee" I smiled at her "Please call me Chan and as an Apology for running into you of course " she nodded and gave me a smal smile and I swear my heart melted then and there, I loved her smile and wanted to see her smile again.

We talked a lot that day, I forgot about the time because I was to focused on her. I learned that her name is y/n and she was working in a flower shop. She was just a year younger than me. That beautiful smile of hers never left her face as she talked proudly about her own Flower Shop and her dog. I listened to her the whole time. "Are you sure I am not bothering you Channie?" She said and i smiled "Oh Channie? Is that my nickname now huh?" I smiled when I saw her cheeks getting red again "I am sorry it just came out I will stop calling you that If you don't like it" she said looking down at her Hands. I quickly shock my head "No I like it don't worry about it, I was just suprised thats all".

My phone buzzed and I looked at the Caller ID "Hey Minho what's up?" I asked "Hyung where are you our Break is almost over!" My eyes widened and I apologized to Minho "I will be back in 10 minutes" I hang up and looked at Y/n.

"I am sorry I need to go but It was nice meeting you how about we do that again sometime? Only if you want of course" She nodded "I would love to see you again" she grabs a napkin and wrote something down on it and gave it to me "I hope we meet again Channie" She stood up and bowed then walked to the door and left the Cafe. My eyes followed her until I couldn't see her anymore.

I looked down at the Napkin :

"Feel free to call me +01**** ****:)"

I smiled and payed for the drinks and left the Cafe.

Flashback end

I smiled at the memory. Suddenly the nurse comes to me " Would you like to meet your Daughter Sir?" I quickly stood up and nodded as a Yes, I followed the nurse to the NICU [a NICU is a room for baby's when they have problems after birth for example when they where born to early or need help with breathing]

She opens the door and I saw a smal Baby laying in a isolette [ An isolette is a clear plastic enclosed crib that maintains a warm environment for a new baby and isolates him or her from germs]

The Nurse takes out the tiny baby and lays my Child in my Arms. I smiled when I saw that she looked like a copy from Y/n. I softly stroked my Daughters Cheek. The nurse excused herself and left the room. I continue to look at my Daughter "I will protect you for ever my love, you have 7 nice uncles they are excited to meet you" She looked at me with her [y/e/c] eyes and I kissed her cheek she began whine in my arms and it soon turned into loud wailes[crys].

The nurse came back into the room with a bottle in her hand "Lets feed your Daughter" she said and I followed her in an other room. The nurse pointed at the Chair in the corner of the room and gave me a bottle "Hold her like this and make sure she drinks it all so she can get big and strong" I nodded and put the bottle to my Daughters lil mouth, she immediately began to suck. I couldn't take my eyes of my Daughter when I suddenly remembered Y/n.

My daughter finished her bottle soon and I patted her back when she let out a tiny burp. I sat down again and stroked her back lovingly. I saw her eyes began to drop again, the nurse came inside the room again "So Mr. Bang do you have a name for your lil baby?" I thought about it a moment "Bang Areum". The nurse smiled at me "Thats a beautiful name for a beautiful Baby" I nodded and smiled "Thank you...What about my Wife?" I asked with a shaky voice. The Nurse face fell "I am sorry to inform you Mr Bang but y/n couldn't make it...she lost to much Blood during the OP" Tears began to fall down my cheek "Sir did you know that your wife has lung cancer?" She looks at me and I stare at her in disbelief "W-what?" The door opens again and the doctor comes in "I see you already meet you Daughter Sir" he gave me a smal smile "Yes... is it true that y/n has lung cancer?"

The doctor smiled sadly "yes sir...I found it out a few months ago the same day she came her because she thought she is pregnant" I feelt more tears run down my face "Is there something she could have done?" I asked the Doctor "She refused to do anything because miss y/n was scared it could harm the baby in any way" he answers my Question and I just nodded sadly.

The doctor and the Nurse excused themselves and left the room.

5 YEARS LATER:

Chan's Pov:

I was sitting on the Couch in the Practice Room almost asleep when suddenly a tiny hand was on my Cheek "Appa no Sleep" a sweet voice said and I opened my Eyes to see my Daughter looking at me with a smile that matches Y/n's. Areum hat my Curly hair and y/n's face And eyes but my lips. Her personality was like y/n's...she was always nice to everyone but also really Shy. I pulled her on my lap and kissed her Cheeks. " I am sorry my Flower, I am just a bit tired" she giggles and kissed my Lips [father/daughter kiss]. The door opens and the other Members came inside the practice Room.

Bags of food in their hands. Areum squeals and ran to Felix "Uncle Lixie" she fell in his open arms and he stood up again with her on his hip. "Hey my precious Angel "Felix kissed her nose and she giggles the members gather around felix and began to shower my Daughter with kisses and compliments. She got shy and hides her face in Felix neck. I smiled at them.

We where all sitting on the floor of the Dance Practice room and ate the food. Minho was feeding Areum, she was sitting in his lap smiling "Appa?" She asked with her mouth full. I looked at her with a smile "Yes Princess?" She began to play with her Fingers "I miss mommy...Do you think she misses us too?" She said with a smal voice. I looked at her "Of course she Misses you but she is watching over you" I said trying not to cry again.

She looks at Changbin "Uncle Binnie?" Changbin opens his arms and she waddles over to him only to sat down in his lap "From where is Mommy watching" Changbin pointed outside at the Sky "From above...she is protecting us all from Above" Areum walks over to the window and Waved up to the sky "Hey Momma I miss you and Appa misses you too he sometimes crys when he thinks I don't see it, he misses you too and Uncles also miss you I hope you are fine mommy...I will do my best to make you Proud" she walks back to me and sat down on my lap.

I hugged her tight "Oh Flower I am sure mommy is proud of you" I kissed her face. And she began to cry softly in my neck. The members hugged me and Areum.

I looked at the Sky outside and Smiled

"I promise to take care of Areum my Love"

The End~

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