Smalletho Demolition Lovers Au?

badboys but they are deadboys 🪦😔

rant below as alwayslyw

i feel like i can be the badboys artist bc of how much i draw them 😭 my badboys doodle blog is in the making guys be patient w me 🙏🏻🙏🏻 school is kicking me ass and my exams r getting close, i might as well join the deadboys seeing how dead i feel these past weeks 💀💀💀 /hj

im turning these into stickers for meself so i can stick on my ipad bc i dont have the guts to use the stickers i bought from other people and there is none that is mcyt (cries) so imma just make em myself LOL and what better than to make these three sillies bc i am hashtag obsessed w em 😔

i will say this took a long time, i had to figure out the anatomy myself bc i cant find references of men sleeping in coffins in pinterest so i just made it up as i go lol. i also had to redo their faces a lot of times bc i STRUGGLED bro omg. another pain is the coffin itself omg i just wanted it to be OVER. funny story tho my mom saw me drawing and she basically said oh there i go again drawing my weird little men, and she asked me if they were dead or sumn LOL

anyways the lords are back for mcc i am EXCITED AHHH winners pov trust guys 🙏🏻🙏🏻

i have a speaking test tomorrow and next week and then three lab exams in this month wish me luck guys 😢😢🙏🏻🙏🏻

Where’s the other five people in this fandom at? Season 3 is here…jk! The Hollow may have been canceled, but a guy can dream. I mainly want another season so I can get more of these two, Adam and Kai. Even before Adam was canonically gay, all of season 1 I was side eyeing these gay fuckers like “I know what you are” (/j, but still, the whole time I was like, is this a ship? There’s no way this isn’t already a ship, right?) and I need more of them being not normal about each other.

obviously this is mostly in silliness, but I do genuinely think this show should get a season 3 (and these two together), because there was so many directions they could have gone before it got canceled.

im thinking a drawing of us but like in dnd

ooh yay I hope you do I’d love to see it! ^^

happy christmas or merry holidays <3

i threw symbolism on this thing like glitter on a school diorama.

thisss a million times this! The thing that people forget about the secret soulmates ordeal is that Grian chose BigB, but he did not choose to be paired with Scar. He made it clear from the beginning how he didn’t want to be with Scar. (Interjection: this is all c!s, and not hating on scarian also a valid ship just me rambling about how I like to interpret it and also it’s very grammatically incorrect and probably pretty repetitive because I didn’t really read through it lol) He was forced to team with him by their shared health, but the term “cheating” implies that Grian chose to be with Scar and then later went back on that. Secret Soulmates, meanwhile, was purely for Grian’s emotional benefit. They gave each other hearts and cookies and there was nothing in particular about the two of them that screamed alliance made for practical reasons. They were just kind of keeping each other company, BigB needing it because his soulmate was away so often that the guy had joined a singles support group, and Grian needing it because well if I write all my thoughts on why in this one sentence it’ll go on forever. Even from third life, Grian shows bias toward Bigb, commenting that if it comes down to it he doesn’t think he’ll be able to kill him even though Bigb is on the opposite side.

But back to my point about why I think Grian is lonely: in double life, Scar behaves with Grian the same way that he behaves with him in third life, where he was reckless and Grian just had to go along with whatever scar said because he was indebted. This in contrast to double life, where the soul bound puts each partner on equal standing, but Scar, probably without realizing, takes the lead, but Grian is no longer content to follow. Scar takes for granted that Grian will always follow him, hence the reason he seems more inclined towards petty vengeance than actual anger or even worry when he finds out about BigB. He is confident that Grian will always come back to him, which, when Grian doesn’t want to, makes things. Complicated. Really, he builds himself a panda reserve, Grian made it very clear that he’s not super fond of the pandas, but Scar is operating on how he knew Grian in third life, before Grian joined the south lands where equality (sometimes rather than equity even when thats not really good, but that’s it whole own shebang) was like their whole shtick, so he thinks that everything he builds for him is for both of them, because in the past he was in charge and had to take the lead. So Grian seeks out someone he wanted from the beginning of both that season and of the series who is, as prev stated, very calm. Scar wanders off to go do something dangerous expecting Grian to follow because that’s what he would have done in third life, but Grian is like okay, you go do that, and goes over to go do arts n’ crafts with BigB. BigB, also, has been constantly on the outside of groups and rarely having an alliance of his own because other people find him creepy or scary or unnerving, which is something he encourages, and even seems to enjoy, but Grian is usually the only one to not be scared off by BigB’s bigbness, like in secret life when he was like this base is scary but it’s also cool, hey is that your initial in the roof and he is literally the only one to notice that and Bigb is just so excited that someone noticed something about his base that wasn’t hey this place is terrifying. They just genuinely enjoy each other company. They can just be silly and definitely not bossy together and have fun! They, for all their fanon characterization, and actually probably one of the healthiest c!relationships in the whole series, because they actually like each other, chose each others company out of their own free will and for no other reason than their affection for the other, and are not toxicly codependent. Idk this is a pretty long and probably incoherent ramble, but I felt compelled because please for the love of all that is sculk someone put some biggri on ao3 that is literally anything other than cheating in scarian angst fics. Thank you prev for reminding me how much I love this pairing.

I know that Grian said “Bigb treated me right” just to get a rise out of Scar but I feel like this is a good opportunity to talk about how much (in my opinion) Grian and Bigb as a pairing are slept on

They both have this chaotic energy that feels complimentary, Grian’s pesky bird-ness and BigB’s whimsy. They both have this quiet rebellion or discontent against the games. BigB knows that it’s all for nothing and doesn’t play into the Watchers’ emotional manipulation, whereas Grian (up until wild life) tries to escape and fight the Watchers’ hold on him.

I feel like BigB’s calm energy is a sigh of relief for Grian. That he can trust someone, and be trusted, without it being another game. That he doesn’t need to constantly worry about survival, and can just enjoy existing. They just want to frolic in a meadow and have a nice picnic your honor

I feel like there’s so much more to this pairing beyond the secret soulmates thing and that their chemistry is actually reall nice! And have a lot of potential for AUs and fanfics!

a drawing I did for the amazing @insomnya777’s super au Halloween special! This collab was super fun and I hope to do more in the future! ^^

Go to Nya’s blog to find the au and read the fic!! (I got a sneak peak and can attest that it is really good, go read it!!!!)

Sausage said boat boys fanfic, we said drop it, he said do ya one better. We now have confusion chaos and Jeremy jr.

Whose kid, who knows! Is it canon lore, who knows! How does Etho feel about being a father again with his ex soulmate thanks to said soulmate’s former co-parent/one night stand, who knows!

I, for one, am deeply excited to see where this goes.

he's not a wet cat.

also we collectively summoned the life series guys. jeremyism is scientifically proven now so... uh yeah

guys I will actually explode if I don’t share this RN, but basically the band *repeat repeat has an album called the floral canyon and the following songs in the following order are so boat-boys-through-double-life-to-current-day coded to me it’s crazy:

Everybody’s Falling in Love

Be This Way

Ghost

Mostly

Hooks

Hang it Low

Girlfriend (<-this one is mostly self indulgent, but still)

no I will not change my mind. yes I will elaborate. I may or may not have written a literal essay on this. Like, not even exaggerating in is actually an essay. Guys I’m actually going insane help.

btw feel free to ignore this post lol.

My favorite of all of Gerard Way’s OCs, it’s Party Poison!

I just started getting into the MCR lore, and I started with Danger Days, and oh my goodness gracious I am thoroughly addicted. Also, I did a version with a background, but I wasn’t super happy with how it came out, but I’ll share anyway:

Anyway, yeah. Go Killjoys!!