-Illustratum Paradoxon

Every. Single. Time.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

Do you ever become desensitized to your own trauma?? Like you’ve been dealing with it for so long that when you accidentally let it slip out in conversation and the persons like “um oh my god?” You’re like wow I forgot my life has been one unspeakable horror after another #noted

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4 years ago

Um. Do I laugh or cry? It’s accurate. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 😏

Therapist: I believe you said that your childhood experience was satisfactory?

Four: No, you misheard me, I said it was ‘sadness factory’.

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4 years ago

LMFAOOO why am I like this?

Meirl

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4 years ago

The devil is persistent

But my God is consistent

If it wasn’t for my God

I‘d fall far from existence

Spiritual revolution

Is happening inside of me

Spiritual revolution

Something Only God

And I can see

Written 7•15•20

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*The revolution is still happening.

The war for my soul is not over.

Clinging on to God

And anything of light. 💡

Pushing religion and bs agendas away

I just want YWHW*

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4 years ago

Illustratum Paradoxon

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4 years ago

Well damn.

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4 years ago

Basically.

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4 years ago

Illustratum Paradoxon

Ying & Yang

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illustratum-paradoxon

4 years ago

Self reminder: Stop wasting your time for someone else to actually care. Stop wasting your time for someone to empathize the same way that you do. Stop wasting your time thinking that someone is willing to sit in your pain with you. They won’t ever. You just have to accept that no one loves like you. No one feels like you. No one will ever understand you like you do. So next time they ask if you’re ok, just stick with “fine” and don’t waste your time.

- Illustratum Paradoxon

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4 years ago

#preach