L (she/her) may I have a quote from my crush G(he/him)
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Jenny Hval, from Girls Against God
this week i felt so heavily taxed itās like iām being robbed of something.
i donāt want to be here. i donāt want to be around anyone but a few, i donāt want to be perceived, i donāt want to be thought of. i donāt want the smiles from certain people because i donāt deserve them, i have fooled them with only a few actions theyāve seen of me and the surface that looks clean and flawless. thatās the thingā if only they knew me deeply would they maybe back the hell away, not smile as much, refuse to look me in the eye with such cordiality.
i am not even being cruel to myself. i am honesty right now. this heaviness weighs on my back like a load i canāt pretend isnāt there anymore. i look in the mirror and the reflection is so tired, so fed up. if only i could open the minds of people around me just to erase the memory of me from them and disappear somewhere. if only everyone forgot me for a second, and i had no trace of prior existenceā a fresh start where i can begin newly again, where perhaps even iād be known to myself as someone with less baggage, less of all the bad things that have happened to me and continue to happen under the surface which makes it all the more insidious and sickening. i am tired of myself. of the people who made me who i am today. i hope to get lighter. so much so that i fly away as if filled with helium, never to come back down on this wretched planet with its wretched people who see the worst in me and the deceived who see the best in me.
I kept spiraling with a lot of emotions the entire day, my anxiety and fears never stopped giving me a hard time. I thought of all things that could go wrong, all the ways that I'm incapable of love and maybe keeping it alive, all the ways I really truly desire people to be close to me yet I fear them being replaceable or me being replaced. Everything felt like a big puzzle, big chunk of questions kept coming to me, tarot readings made my days even worse, and despite it all. I just wanna sleep in my blanket and dream and feel safe and say this to myself that,
"Darling, if its the right person. The love will always stay. Love is always the answer. It will stay. Love will always stay. You'll know when you know."
I mean, I do have this placement but let's see. ManifestingāØļøš
Moon darakarka (in female chart)
Future spouse ( green flag)
Caring
Emotional
Loyal
Emotional supportive
Nurturing
Deep eyes
Sensitive
Protective
Good cook
āĀ Federico GarcĆa Lorca,Ā Blood Wedding and Yerma
I'm trying my best
date sweet men. men who can articulate themselves. men who are soft spoken. men who are patient with you. men who respect their own bodies. men who are kind to your soul. men that are gentle. men who have self control.
Quotes by Sylvia Plath, The Journals of Sylvia Plath
"Bare your soul to me"
-Janet Suhh
and I'm not gonna share any of it with anyone
i want romance. i want intimacy. i want the 2 am love making. i want consistency, loyalty. i want the random looks of admiration. i want to know you're just for me. i want date nights. i want love so pure and true. i want it because i can return it.