Maybe Life Is So Hard Because I Wasn't Supposed To Be Here At This Age And God Just Tries To Finally

so i wrote the start of a piece fiction inspired by Frankenstein

it's a mlm, slightly horror, love story between an amoral scientist and his best friend who tragically dies at the start of the book

i'm obsessed with this story as it's the first bit of writing that made my teacher recognise my love for writing

it's called white fang as the prompt for the story was to use a pre-existing title so white fang by jack london

Had the most British conversation in my classical civilisation class

teacher: can anyone give a good modern day example of epic poetry like homer's Iliad? here's what we came up with: gangster granny the minecraft movie Mulan kung fu panda Narnia

If we are made in God's image then he must be the devil

As we are a violent, cruel and sorry excuse of flesh and bones that destroys everything bright and beautiful given to us

-kurea:)

digital diary: @kureachiyekoblog

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Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am

like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing

and now I'm desperate to get to sleep

because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything

First time ever I've got a main part!!

I got Pilar who, if you don't know, is one of Elle's best friends in Legally blonde

I get to sing and have my own little very girly moment on stage

(I wanted Margot but another girl got her and she's really good so I'm very proud lol)

roles I wanted vs what i actually got:

DNA Wanted - any girl part Got - Danny

Cinderella panto wanted - fairy godmother got - evil step mother

Across the line (show created by my academy) Wanted - Kai (main part) Got - I was the only one without a named/speaking part T_T

Trouble's a brewin (made up show) wanted - anything Got - nothing lol

Legally blonde wanted - Margo Got - idk yet

I am one of the only student that have been there for years only recently they realised I could sing like bro wtf

every day repeats and nothing gets better

I never feel happier

I'm trapped in an endless cycle of feeling nothing and achieving nothing in my life