Sayang, Hari Ini Aku Menemukan Teman Baru

I only need time to stop.

I have zero courage to face tomorrow.

Vicky, you’re a responsible person, right?

Let’s set things straight: finish what you’ve started and plan out what needs to be accomplished before the holiday.

Your fear is tied to the things you’ve delayed—unfinished tasks. Have courage.

Trust the process; Allah will guide you

i wish... I would not have meet this person everyday. The situation always resembles to the hurtful past I had. A thing that I could forgive and against to. Everyday I pray, I could empower myself without remembering my past. No, I should not have blamed it. I am responsible to myself.

I can forgive and living the life peacefully. Should I be brave. 

Aris bakal banyak proyek aamiin

Finding out new information from channels you always interact to is possible in this era. Therefore, I create this chained post to share what new things I learn. Start from here:

Ingrid Bergman in Stromboli (1950) dir. Roberto Rossellini

Me: hey, God. May I ask for this?

God: Mmm..

Me: How about that?

God: Mmm? You sure?

Me: God..God.. I change my mind

God: O...kay

Me: God, I want that big prize but can I have it with lesser effort?

God: Young lady.... (shaking head)

Uneasy Sunmor - Fear

Aku selalu ketakutan:

Kalo aku harus stuck di lingkungan kerja yg nggak nyaman

Kalo aku nggak dapat the one karena social pressure dan membuat pikiran kalem di tengah malam tuh susah banget

Aku nggak punya waktu cukup

Aku kekurangan perhatian dari orang2

Aku nggak punya uang

Aku kena kanker dan penyakit serius lainny

Menjadi beban bagi orang lain

Kehilangan orang tua

Gue mengalokasikan energi ke hal-hal penting buat gue.

No gossiping..

No hurtful words..

No assumptions..

Be present

Suaraku akan lebih kencang saat tahu sesuatu

VATH, curhat

I was praying my period would come faster, therefore I should not be fasting.

Today God has granted my wish. Not the period, but I'm not fasting due to my health issue. I suppose I am catching cold right now. A bit upset because this is not my prior intention.