GUYS we are in CRISIS my legs hurt so much from track jumps and basketball yesterday that I couldn't even kick my feet while watching outsiders musical clips
my motivations to get better at track:
-I get an A on running in PE for girls, but I want to get an A for boys too since im a tboy and and A for girls is a B for boys and I'd like to qualify for boys so that maybe I can run in the boys track team next year
-ponyboy
why are the boys at my school getting WORSE?? normally its just the "my friend like you" which is mildly annoying but it isn't the worst but its now escalated to sexual stuff tf?? I was literally js walking to the bathroom and a group of boys kept calling out to me saying their friend wanted to fuck me?? and then in PE these guys kept following this girl and saying shit like "he said he wants to eat you out on your period!" WHAT. Ik I said this in a lighthearted way but seriously this is gross, stop.
I NEED to make drawings of my moots but idk how to depict them so for now I will just draw their favs
my bsf listening to me go absolutely feral for tim shepard for the third time this week right after finishing PE (shes so tired of my shit)
why is arguing with conventionally attractive people so humiliating?? like I will be arguing online with someone about an issue im passionate about but when I check their profile and see that they're very conventionally attractive I feel a wave of nausea and shame. I don't fully get why because i dont get into arguments if im not confident that im right. My guess is that it has more to do with the fact that them being easy on the eyes means that they already naturally have a better chance at people being on their side before the arguments are even made. I dont know I've been doing well lately but I also feel very isolated. I dont think im ugly or anything but im not very good looking either, I have a shitty, hard to like personality, and im trans. The three of those things combined make me feel very separated from those around me. I am going very off topic and kind of just rambling like I do in conversation (which I've been told isn't conversation if youre rambling but anyway) but I dont know. I am usually very confident in my arguments and beliefs but I wish that didnt waver as much as it does when I encounter someone who is attractive or likable.
life is great because I frequently mourn girlhood even though the thought of being a girl makes me want to rip my skin off. my love for girls and my hatred of being one makes life a very confusing experience.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEEEEE
presents are cooking but its 7 pm here and I dont want to be late since they might be a few hours late...
why is it so hard to draw johnny without making him look like a futch lesbian
please help these two injured families in gaza!! share their link or donate if you can!!
cherry is so beautiful and thus SO FREAKING HARD TO DRAW in a way that fits my vision of her
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