I Think When Both Phantom And Aurora Were Summoned, Copia Made Like Little Welcome Baskets For Them!

It’s always ’But you don’t look autistic.’

You say that until you see me so happy, that I can’t mask. Meowing and squealing, flapping or clapping my hands, an awkward grin on my face. I bounce and lick my lips. I talk endlessly about what I have now, whether it’s a figure, or a VHS.

You say that until I’m overstimulated. I’m irritable when I’m out of my house too long, when I get interrupted, my plans are changed, my ideas are turned away. I don’t want to interact anymore, I want my headphones and my music. I shake my head, I groan, I hit my legs. I get snappy and don’t look at you when you speak. Not that I really did before.

You say that until my senses are TOO sensitive for you, maybe even too dramatic. I can’t touch the dishes, I’ll gag. I cover my ears and shake my head during the concert. ’Please turn down the radio,’ I say. And yet, I’ll stare at the bubble tube at the dentists office, or lay in bed, staring at my prized jellyfish lamp.

You say it until I suddenly won’t shut up. ’Jellyfish don’t sting,’ I say. ’They have cells on their tentacles called nematocysts and-‘ I go on and on. Or maybe I’ll talk to you all about censorship laws, and how it led to the production of ’Faces of Death,’ and ’Banned from TV.’ Or perhaps I’ll tell you all about Botulism of all things!

You say that. But you don't see how it factors into every little detail of my life. You undermine me and my autism with a comment that seems meaningless. What does Autism even look like to you? It is the minimal representation you see on TV? Is it Rain Man? Is it Music, from Sing? Sheldon Cooper?

I am Autistic. You can look at me, and see what Autism looks like. And keep your comments to yourself.

he watched steve irwin

ive always liked the idea of the ghouls sounding like the people who play them, but imagine mountain speaks for the first time around everyone else and they lose their minds because all they can think is "why is he austrailian"

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"I love you more than anything" I love you more than I hate myself. The love I feel for you is so intense my body can't contain it. It makes me want to rip my organs out so that I can free the feeling. I love you so much I can feel my insides burn from the scorching happiness I get when i think of you.

mountain will say the most awful, horrendus, 11 year old boy joke that youd only hear in a middle school cafeteria on a friday that makes all of the other ghouls jaws DROP and then sit there like

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It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

i have decided. papa nihil and sister imperator are the only romance that matters. my guy wrote three songs during his entire lifetime, and all of them were about her. and all of them also fuck hard. they made out inside a coffin in a graveyard after she beat the shit out of him for several hours, probably. pathetic bimbo of a man x sadistic freak of a woman. i may be typically romance averse but they will always be an exception because what the hell is wrong with both of them. they are my romeo and juliet

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mountain is written as so shy and mature and all that but what about the tiktok of the impera ghouls?? "a nameless ghoul with rythym"??? he's got 11 year old boy humour. him and phantom get along so good.