Unmmmmm For You Maybe , Pfffft I'm A Broken Ass Gay Bitch .. I Need An Want What I Want K 😩 Shhhhhh

Every so often I glance at the sky an catch a small ray of hope .. still that's as good as it gets 🙃 nothing is real anymore .. it's nearly been that long it'd hard to imagine I once lived such a life of pure bliss

Truth

“But the most beautiful things in life are just not things. They’re people and places, memories and pictures. They’re feeling and moments and smiles and laughter.”

— Unknown

Same feels, different days .. 😪

I crave a full heart

Hands free from Me 🖤💔 ...

Lips to leave imprints

she'll walk through your heart before you've got time to grasp, in that very moment owning your ass

letting you lead she watches your march, reading your steps like her new formed art

running your fastest only to tire no point to hide she'll still see you there even in ur darkest ,I'll give by now she knows me well a fantastic artist

never to be set free until she bore she wore you proudly like the heart on her sleeve, still the universe has plans she's got to leave

no longer gay an would rather a sire , now like the clouds her heads way higher

All of sudden just you on that path ,dare to look back fuck now come the rath

rolling you out tired an sore druged up on her love now sure to withdraw

you hurt from that fall just your own echo on call an those words left sure to play on repeat ,fell so hard that forest of love its so deep

Now to be no more then spiritual love it's still there just flouts silently until it hits vibrations an message bank above

For now thanks I'll send you message each week, it won't be simple no youll have to seek

Later sending a sweet whisper in the breeze, sometimes still kind small things that will put you at eeze

this big beautiful thing called heart its no longer yours now hers to keep, it shall help our link see she'll still visit by dream that's where I've learnt best place to seek

❤ This way, as we bed an wake there next mine her head will still lay

🌷that flowers still blooming 🌸

3 years ago today you loved me .. 💔cheers snap memories 😅🙃

Speak to your body in a loving way

It's the only one you've got, it's your home, and it deserves your respect 💐

What she said 🖤🥓

The truth is in the openening of the 3rd eye while closing the others 2

“The answer is dreams. Dreaming on and on. Entering the world of dreams and never coming out. Living in dreams for the rest of time.”

— Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

💯 .... 🖤

When your x was obsessed with BRATZ growing up

you happen to be a blonde named chloe 😁😂 ... probably her least favourite, clearly am now 😅🖤

how to live your life like the BRATZ ♡

self love & confidence!!

living life everyday with self-respect and self love will take you such a far way in all aspects of life, and will make your life more enjoyable and easy. make sure you take the time out of your day to remind yourself just how amazing and capable you are. be your own best friend. understand that what you focus on grows.

self care !!

you deserve to be treated with the upmost care. schedule times to pamper yourself and also check in with yourself.

taking care of your mind and body goes hand and hand.

for caring for your mind:

meditate, journal your thoughts down, do some yoga, connect to your religion/spirituality if you follow one, make affirmations for yourself that cater to your needs, practice gratitude.

for caring for your body:

create your own spa! indulge in a bubble bath or relaxing shower where you can use yummy scented body washes/soaps/exfoliators and body conditioners, do a hair mask, give yourself a manicure and pedicure, do your eyebrows, have a set skincare routine that is catered personally to your skin problems/goals, give yourself a head massage, wear matching or yummy scented lotions and perfumes, work out, try new delicious recipes and make sure you are eating good for your body.

hobbies !!

all of the girls had their own hobbies they were into! explore new hobbies or start the ones you’ve always been wanting to do but have been putting off! not only are they fun but they enhance your life! you get to learn more about yourself and find out possible hidden talents or grow new ones, you meet new people and make new friends too whether it’s you doing the actual hobby or running across someone who enjoys the same things that you do! some hobbies to consider:

any dance class: ballet, hip-hop, k-pop etc.

photography

any sport: tennis, ice skating, golfing, etc.

gardening

reading & writing

camping

crafting

blogging

cooking & baking

school and personal goals !!

one thing i love about the bratz is that they took their education seriously and helped each other whenever one of them needed the help. nothing is more fabulous than being educated and ambitious. you can do anything you put your mind to. 

create a study schedule for yourself and limit your distractions, when it’s time to study put your phone away and remove anything that you know will serve as a distraction to you, give yourself breaks from here and there too!

create a vision board! cut and paste pictures of things you want for your future onto a poster board or be creative and draw and color everything out! this is a great reminder everyday for yourself if you put it somewhere you’ll be able to see whenever you wake up or a spot in your room that you’re always looking at for example. (what you focus on grows!)

jot down all the things you want to do or improve on, whether thats creating good habits for yourself, learning a new language, etc.

have a passion for fashion !!

would this be a how to live your life like the BRATZ without it? explore and find your own fashion sense! find out what colors and patterns make you happy, express yourself through your clothing, shop until you drop and have fun!!

My own Hands ,hers where never mine

Her hands no longer

With mine perfectly entwine

Hands no longer

Run through my hair

Hands no longer

At a constant forever wacking mine away 😏

Hands no longer

ever so gently glide down my chest

Her hands

now lay in a man's ..

thats as far as this poem goes ,

Just not Her hands 😕 💔