To be loved is to be eaten, ripped to the bone, skin tender and pink. A blush so bloody, my sweet killer, collaborators in each other’s demise.
To love is to attend hundreds of funerals of the person they used to be. How many did I create? How many did I kill? Have you done the same to me, my love?
To be loved is to die and to be reborn in their kiss over and over and over again, the resurrection painful as my bones rearrange to fit the mould of your body.
To love is to kill, heart in your hands and safety in your mouth. I am the funeral pyre and you are the onlooker, crying tears of grief but warmed by the flames. I burn to keep you safe, lover.
To be loved is to consume, gag, swallow everything whole, the sugar too sickly sweet, body unused to softness like this.
To love is to scream, is to lose in this battle for two, is to be vulnerable and hopeful and innocent and lost and found. A paradigm of desperate emotions.
To be loved is to kiss and suffocate but not pull away, no, never pull away.
isnt he so hot people say and im like who and people say this guy and im like who and people keep saying oh this guy he kinda looks a little weird but hes so attractive and im like who well he played this character from this movie and hes so attractive and im like okay can i see a picture and the guy always looks like this
summer in the city drenches everything in this unbearable sticky heat,
I am here in bed,
thinking about my blue eyed boy:
the sunlight washing over anything,
a daydream in reality,
all this harshness dipped in gold.
isn’t life just misery. and mortality. and suffering.
isn’t this mangled body so tired of dragging itself forward,
waiting for the next trauma to almost-cripple it.
but like the sunlight my blue eyed boy pours his warmth over everything,
my own pocket of the galaxy,
and his sun rays touch me like nothing else has ever touched me before.
summer sticks to him,
summer sticks to me.
and all this sweaty passion is
so strong I feel it from the other side of the universe.
classycreeps
Kim Addonizio, from ‘Blues for Roberto’, What Is This Thing Called Love: Poems
hey lovely i hope you’re doing okay!!!! i see you and your words and i want you to know you’re worth the world
hi, that means the absolute world to me angel. I’m struggling with my physical and mental health right now and it’s making me feel useless because I can’t function. hopefully it passes soon though, it always does :)
thank you for checking in honey
“Don’t talk to me, please don’t talk to me. My words in the dream are like Hamlet’s ghost, the prophecy spurts old blood, one hundred Ophelias of thought have died. Don’t talk to me, please don’t talk to me.”
— Moikom Zeqo, from ‘Don’t Talk to Me’, I Don’t Believe in Ghosts: Poems from ‘Meduza’ (trans. Wayne Miller)
you move & the wind moves with you, something honey, something bruised— in the way you chew on your bottom lip. nervous habit; delayed reaction. how in summer the world feels like a mirage of itself. hands that chain themselves to anything that refuses to let go: a leech, or brown muck. your teeth (grazing) the inside of my elbow. something damn frustrating about the way you give yourself up (to anything that’s foolish enough to take you) i.e the sea, the coast, where your shoulders meet, the leylines of your veins. & picture me humbly, please. picture me in evenings & earthly tones, only. & do not hold your breath when i go, slip. out the back door—silhouetted feline; precipitous, or better yet. picture (you), standing barefoot in the tall grass, picture the curve of your neck in malnourished light, & a puncture wound, in the now negative (space) you found me in: a flower bed emptied; the sun bleached out. — oh all i ever wanted / was a life in your shape // mitski
Forough Farrokhzad, from Another Birth: Selected Poems of F. F.; “In The Dark,”
love you all it means the world anybody reads my stuff!!!!
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