ᥥ⑅ᥥ Soulmate Au, Mention Of Death

IM TRYING TK GET MY OTHER ACCOUNT LMAOO

ITS SO PRETTY THO!!!! Very cute and lovely <33

-panna cotta

ajsgshhsjd you are too adorable for your own good, dear<///3 i wanna chomp you<3

,,,, thank you,,,,, mwah mwah<3 under construction now, but we will be beautiful soon; you are back in the design area, lovely♡ now we are in the bunny era~

ᥥ⑅ᥥ unhealthy relationship, unlimited flow / killing games, codependency implied, mention of killing

but imagine that you have a childhood sweetheart, and he is so beautiful that even flowers, even the sky, even the sea, even precious stones, even a fire — nothing can compare with him, and he looks as if he really smells of perfumes and mists, but at the same time he is beautiful not only as a woman, even if he is thin and flexible like bamboo, but as a man, wide and stable, and you constantly look at him 24/7, thinking about how much he is smart, ambitious, loving and caring, adoring you with all his soul and more, then looking around, afraid that someone will take him away, because years later you don't even care if he becomes ugly, but before your eyes he has gone from an incredibly beautiful boy to the same young man.

and everything is fine with you: he initiates a relationship, takes care of you all the years, continues to take care of you even when he makes you an offer at home in an intimate setting (respecting and fulfilling your desire if you suddenly want a public proposal, asking in advance), and you are already married, and he always takes care of you, builds with you plans for the future, your families communicate closely, he is always respectful, but not "too shy or timid"... Eeen if all these annoying perverts keep hitting on him, as if they don't notice the ring on his finger or your presence!...

... just so that one day you wake up in a world where you refuse to play some kind of horror game in real time, without being able to get out, saving your life, with the same incomprehensible "players", fearing for your life, knowing that your husband is waiting for you at home, probably anxious that you've been away for so long, and you're even ashamed that you haven't said goodbye to him in any way and can't contact him, but you're forced to stay here — and when you're almost desperate, you meet your husband!...

... but it's not your husband?

they look the same, the same mole, the same curve of the eyes, the same smell, the same breath, the same look — but it's not your husband. something's wrong- why doesn't your husband recognize you? and it's so annoying! why can they harass him, taken man, and seduce him like shameless rakes, but you, a legitimate spouse, can't do anything?! it's annoying! he's your husband! it's definitely him! how could it not be him?! it's one person! is this damn place playing with you?! you're trying to find out something, but it's useless! Is it really an NPC? but they are the same! How can this be a projection? even the most perfect projection can't be that good!

... when you manage to return home after completing your mission, you can't help but scare your husband with your agitated behavior, as if you're some kind of angry dog or spouse and he's an unfaithful husband, — even if he's trying to play along with you and trying to find out what's wrong, massaging your shoulders and asking you to tell him what not so much, looking into your eyes so... touchingly and promising to improve if you talk to him and spend more time with him... that your heart melts.

you're just... on your nerves. of course, you can't say anything, but you're still glad that he accepts you, even if he doesn't understand anything. he's so good! much better than everything that happened! no NPC can compare to him! he is so loyal, gentle and loving, as if he cannot live without you, as if you are the center of his universe, and looks at you with the eyes of a sad dog... that you don't find the strength to feel any dissatisfaction in the end.

... but when you are forced to return to the "game" again, there is an NPC who looks like him again. and again. and again. and again. and again, someone is trying to seduce and flirt with them! why is someone flirting and seducing your husband (even if it's a projection) in front of your eyes?! you can't stand it! It's your husband! yours! how dare they touch his waist, make greasy compliments despite his disgust, try to touch him, offer him privacy, make greasy, obscene phrases and jokes behind his back- if they could, they would have stripped him here already!

disgusting! beasts!

you can't be polite or kind enough! how can you just watch?! you're definitely going to get into a fight with someone! right here!

you're so shocked when it's this "likeness of your husband" who protects you by hitting you first, and takes care of your wounds, even if it's a zombie apocalypse — but you're still amazed that he didn't try to stop you as the instigator, and instead asks you to go with him. or when he gives you supplies. or when he's looking out for you. or when he takes care of you even in terrible conditions, promising you that he will definitely buy you new clothes and put you in order as soon as the world becomes "like before," and you try to smile, but everything inside you gets cold. why does he look so much like him, even if you know it's not him? why is he just- are you cheating on your husband with this likeness of a husband who is exactly his copy, not even a mirror image, who breathes the same way, looks the same, holds the same, walks the same, they are the same, you don't see a single difference, and you get scared.

this is the first time that you die in a mission on your own, because you cannot withstand this strange, uncomfortable, abnormal overload, even if your death still counts as success in the mission — but when you open your eyes, lying on the bed,

your husband looms over you,

looking almost... frightening. and scary. very.

“... my love, you were restless in your sleep. do you want to talk, or should I get some water? or both?”

both.

both, — and you're afraid of it.

OMG YAAYYYYY are you feeling okay though?? Have you taken any medicine?? If you have come down with something, then it's good to hear you managed to get some rest!! (And just getting a nap in general, knowing your sleeping habits 🙄😒 /t /j) :OOO YUAN YE??

-panna cotta

<3333 50/50, i think😔 false information, I now only have a stuffy nose, but everyone around me is now sick with coughing, lack of voice, fever and sneezing. I am also a kind of sigma, every time I get sick, I recover quickly, but everyone else gets twice as sick<333

🙄🤨😮‍💨 i am!!! now I start going to bed at 23 and fall asleep before midnight!!! what about you? From the looks of it, you're still acting like you have one life to work and another life to sleep🙄🙄🙄 smh smh shame u shame u shame u!!! /t

apocalipsis zombie jayvik?😏😏😏 i stalked ur page even months before, I've been waiting for the opportunity to finally show you this😌 <33333 send me the link pspspsp when u finally write it plz /kith kith

HELLLOOOOOO DARRLIINNNGGGGGG!!!!!!

How are you??? How are things going so far on this new blog??? :OO

-panna cotta

darling diva panetonne my love you just you have NO idea what happened to me past 3 days😭

first, I did a research paper on self-sustaining cities in two hours for 17 pages (the deadline is the closest), then a research paper on the privatization of real estate in two hours for 16 pages (two hours before the end of accepting the work), then I managed to completely quarrel with a classmate with whom I do work because I am more I can't hear them whining and I couldn't stand it and wrote everything I think, and what turned out to be some kind of test paper that I wrote well, considering that I didn't know anything and I don't know, but we also performed with this classmate today and (because of quarrels, only they do all the recent work, and although they do everything wrong, I don't want to bother them at all, I just hate them) they did everything wrong, and we have to redo everything, but I'm sure they'll do everything wrong again, and I just- I can't do it anymore😭😭😭 I'm looking forward to the start of the holidays, I'd rather take exams than do all this, at least I won't see them because I can't stress enough😭😭😭😭 It's just terrible, panna cotta, I want to skip it all and move to summer immediately</3

on that blog things good pretty good<333 i do first work, just a little slow, and I really like its aesthetic, sooo<33333

See?? See??? This is why I love you. This is why you're my lovely spouse. How can there be someone with such a wonderful brain as you????? Who else reads pretty much everything I do??? Hm???? Perfect pretty Dove,, too great too awesome 😔😔 /ht /pos

Have you read any other zerg novels?? Although I don't constantly read them, I've still read quite a few lmao. Unfortunately, most of the ones i do find are in transmigration/system books so they only last only a few chapters :((

Not to brag or anything, but I started reading at 4 chapters 😎😎 BUT I AGREE– HES SO CUTE AND DELECTABLE I WANNA EAT HIM UP AND KISS AND BITE AND— HAHAAAA IM JUST SO EXCITED OTHERS ARE DROWNING IN NOVELS AHFHSKDNSL– ur taste in books are perfect. Novel updates and Chrysathemum Garden are my main book libraries lol

MWAH MWAH MWAH NO YOU!!! i love you so much, panna cotta😭😭😭 im going to squish you to death. you're just a cotta of culture,,, so literate, so cultivated. perfect little dessert. /lovingly /maybe im really good to eat you/t

<3333

I have a few thoughts, but I think you've already seen them</3 I don't really read zergs either, I like horror more, - especially with all the flow and world hopping, - but like,,, sometimes zergs are good<3 maybe you will enjoy After Transmigrating Into a Zerg BL Novel (i think you saw that one before, but I love concept of "shou-chasing-gong"<///3)

*angey Pikachu face* ah- hoW CAN YOU??? after our life together, how can you do that??? do that to me??? gatekeep something like that??? gatekeep such a precious lovely BABYGIRL??? i just- I can't *gasp* i can't believe... *more dramatic gasp* I thought, I thought we were a family... we have writebabies... we made a promise to keep the family together for their sake... and then such a stab in the back... my panna cotta is a gatekeeper... i just. i just. *even more dramatic gasp* SHOCKED *CHOMP ON YOU*

panna cotta, I adore him. he's just. he's too much. I want to eat him. he's so sweet :(((( as far as I understand, the author wants to convince us now that he was a tyrant, and if he really was one, it's just. bomb. he's too good for this world. I want to gnaw him like, you know, dogs gnaw those sugar bones. I would have chewed him.

SO UNDERSTANDABLE boo I just- 😔😔😔 guilty & charged. I eat crumbs, I sit all the time. you know, this is the present of all children who loved to read in childhood, but grew up and started reading questionable things😔 maybe we're doomed cotta /j /nsrs /playful

i have some, actually!!!... i hope at least 1% would be something new for you... /t

My Favorite Manly Husband [here, but I read at wattpad guilty], The Only Favourite Ugly Husband [here; i prefer manly husband more, but that one also good<3], After the Disabled God of War Became My Concubine [here; not read fully, but first chapters was good], Became an Infinite Game Beauty NPC [here; I ADORE MC I dropped and returned and dropped and returned and finally I continue to read it because it was just too good], Devil Venerable Also Wants to Know [here; i just... i can't express myself... not read fully, but just.... mc and ml just...... 11/10], Don’t Be a Kept Man [here; it's like a few stories together, angst-y, as far as I remember you love angst so], Got Dropped into a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work [here; not like heavy heavy horror, but im into scp and horror, so,,,,], Heroic Death System & Quickly Wear the Face of the Devil [i think you yourself know about that novels, so,,, not like 11/10, but i enjoyed them<333], I Became a God in a Horror Game [here; both mc and author are genius, i adore Bai Liu], Life as a Love Interest in an Obsessive Romance Novel [here; i enjoy mc and ml so much!!!], Pregnant Tentacle Gong Goes to Which Department? [here; I ENJOYED SO MUCH it's just soooo goooood im guilty but i love their dynamic and mc & ml💔], Raising Little Monster [here; I complained about that novel before, but it's quite enjoyable, although, so I plan to return to it, although I'm still quite disappointed with mc], The Blackened Villain Needs Me To Coax Him Again [Quick Transmigration] [here; like,,,, not really deep or something, but I enjoyed little system<3], The Reader and Protagonist Definitely Have to Be in True Love [here; if ykyk]

i also have some more but i will end here because i ramble too much😔 anyway!!! i hope at least one thing of that list was unknown for you shush /t /hj /pos

HAHAHA i love you too, dearest<333 mwah mwah<3

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... panna cotta, I hope you like zergs, because if you don't, then pretend that you haven't seen this first work<///3 you know, boo, they say as you name the boat, so it will float, - and we're going to be a niche at the bottom of the sea

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I've run out of the hyperfix that's been with me for more than six months, so I'm going back to writing... all roads lead to Rome, obviously...

Well... if you'd like to share (even another tiny peek), I'm not refusing.... but at the same time, I can happily wait to see it with all the other crumbs ( >∇< )ﾉ

That's amazing progress so far though, especially if you're still working on it!!!!!!

... I must admit, my post was a trap so that you would write me a message & I could send you more pieces even if you hadn't asked😔 /guilty/j /<3 I was actually planning to send them to you because I can, but now I can send them on initiative :3333

I don't remember what I sent you before, so I'm going to feed you with the random pieces<3 I've been trying to find something particularly interesting, but I haven't found anything straight 'wow' so far, so keep the first half<33

I've finished the first half!!! I'm thinking tomorrow/today (I'm not sure what time you have right now, but it's already "tomorrow" for me, February 2nd, and I think you have too) I will be ready :333 and I'll start writing my new babygirl, I've already done the design and banners<3333

you really sent me another text just to tell me that you love me</////3 😭 so precious /pos I love you so much,,,,, if we were in that experiment with marshmallows and willpower (I do not know if you have heard of it or not), where you can get one marshmallow now or two after lunch, I would eat you-marshmallow right away, because the second one like you can not exist & because I would not have waited for lunch with such an opportunity😔 /t /hj /<3333 i love you more/t