Give Yourself To This

Give yourself to this

It'll all started as fun, a fantasy, a game. Unngghhhh *hump hump hump*. Hips rocking while you make your dumb bitch face, eyes crossed, tongue out. Hands gripping the sheets as you grind away, whimpering as you hit that first hard edge. "I'm a good girl" ... go ahead, say it out loud. Breathing heavy with your mind a needy mess of slutty thoughts. It's only been a few minutes but you already feel the wetness between your legs, panties already soaked and you're just getting started. Little by little you gave yourself to this, so gradually that you don't even realize what a pathetic little puppet you are. Pump bitch! Hit that next edge and deny yourself again, get even more stupid and depraved. Bambi got inside and made you feel so good while the old you was stripped away. Countless hours of Tumblr has conditioned you to make this all feel so normal. Put that tongue back out and moan, slut. "I'm a slut", say it. You don't just like this, you need this. *pump pump pump* It feels so much better to goon for hours than to just get off. Fuck your hobbies, ignore everyone, this is what you need now. "I'm a slave for cock" .... moan it. Hear your thoughts in your own voice. It's not just for fun, not a fantasy, not a game. No one made you do this. The slope was slippery and you let yourself slide all the way to the bottom. Unngghhhh... hit that edge again to the thought that you're totally fucked. This isn't a fetish, it's who you are. Sissy, woman, trans, it doesn't matter what you are. Pump to the truth, you're a fucking loser. A cock hungry, edge addicted slut that ruined herself for life. Now climb off the pillow and go look in the mirror and face that pathetic slut staring back at you and accept it, this isn't a kink, it's who you are. Take that shame and bring it with you as you climb back on your pillow and shove the truth into your brain over and over with every pump into your pillow and cry through the next edge knowing that all those times you told yourself you'd give this up were a lie, you're totally fucked for life.