This Mood Disorder Is Indeed Disordering My Mood

When I say I prefer They/Them but you can use "She" for me, I mean it in the way you can use feminine pronouns for a ship or a piece of large machinery.

Like a poetic gendering of a genderless thing, based on vibes alone.

I am as much a woman as the massive warehouse automation system that an engineer affectionately pats while saying "she's a beauty."

I am a she in the exact same way.

If there’s anything I have no patience for, it’s other bipolar people saying deadass that bipolar people shouldn’t have kids. Like maybe YOU shouldn’t. You’re free to make that decision. But don’t let your internalized ableism label me, because most of those people assume that every other bipolar person is as dysfunctional as they are and that simply isn’t true. For example, maybe you struggle to hold down a job? I don’t. Maybe you don’t like children because they are difficult. I do. Many bipolar people are capable of being good parents. And if your argument is that we shouldn’t bring more bipolar people into the world, just fuck you. To say that a bipolar life is worth less than an abled one is pure eugenics mindset, period.

able bodied people will decide you’re not disabled over *checks notes* the shoes you wear

got mad brain fog today I'm struggling to do ANYTHING

Young people can have back pain. Young people can have joint pain. Young people can require a cane to get around. Young people can have memory problems. Young people can get migraines. Young people can lose their eyesight. Young people can lose their hearing. Young people can lose their teeth and require dentures. Young people can have neurological disorders. Young people can go through menopause. Young people can have heart attacks. Young people can have strokes. Young people can go through all kinds of things you think only happens to older people and they don’t deserve to be invalidated or bullied just because you have never heard of it.

neurotypical psych majors’ vibes are so rancid 😷

EXACTLY

i just need to see more black trans people. black trans men, black trans women, black nonbinary and genderqueer people, black transmascs, black transfems, black queers... all of them.

i just need more black trans visibility and positivity and inclusivity and celebration.

its starting to feel like people like me dont exist...