I Had Depressed Cowgirl Electropop Afternoon, Whatever The Fuck That Means. It Was Just Like, Murder

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to create. I am looking for a comfort that does not exist. I am afraid it never will. Maybe it isn't made for me-- I'm afraid it wasn't made for me.

Guess who woke up with an eye almost swollen shut for no discernable reason????

“how could you be so stupid” well you know what. its really not that hard

We are so back ladies ☆

feeling a little insane over my getting over someone post I don't even like him like that fr

I DON'T EVEN WANT THIS MAN ANYMORE

I do but i don't and this is the only place I can say shit like this and not have to apologize for it or worry someone will find it and I'm. lsoing my fucking mind over here. I hate him. We're in love. He doesn't even fucking like me. He's obsessed with me. I can't tell if I'm in a bad relationship or not. Things are easy but aparently I always make him feel guilty, and he slips up and I think he only tolerates me because I do not ask for much, and I ask for more, and he encourages it, and he tells me something new, and makes a passive aggressive comment, and I am so exhausted. I don't think we're playing mind games on purpose I think we're just barely adult teenagers who have never been in a real relationship prior to this and are learning. I fear we may learn just enough to want to be with other people. I fear I will become someone I will not like if this happens. I'm so fucking angry at him right now I can't stand it and I can't tell if it's justified and i am overheating as I type this and I just want somebody who obviously, wholeheartedly, VISIBLY likes and loves me and prefers my time to anybody else's and acts like it. This fucking sucks. I hate it here don't date a man guys don't do it just admire them from afar and run away

if I started hopping around my house on all fours that would fix some things I think. Would really do me a lot of good you should try it