a sweet lil one-shot btw farmer and harvey where farmer Takes Care of him as the two of them wake up
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When you woke up that Saturday morning next to your husband, you knew nothing would pull you from his side.
Harvey. With his tousled, salt-and-pepper hair and his white boxers with red hearts all over. God, he made you feel things.
Gently, you touched his arm. His neck. His jaw. His lips.
When his eyelids fluttered open, his eyes darted toward you to ensure you were still by his side. He always felt a flash of disappointment when he woke up and you weren’t there to greet him. Today, he smiled and nuzzled into your touch.
“Hello, darling,” he whispered to you. You loved it when he called you that sweet nickname. It was soft, comfortable, and held a quiet elegance, just like him.
You pressed a slow kiss to his lips and his hands came up to capture your face, holding you there.
Your kiss deepened and Harvey let out a low moan before moving one of his hands from your jaw down your back. You smiled into your kiss before moving to straddle him.
As soon as you settled into his lap, you recognized that familiar sensation of his erection rubbing against your thigh. Feeling frisky this morning, you took the opportunity to grind down onto him. He groaned again and thrust upwards.
“Farmer…,” he said, between pants, “I need you.”
Smiling into your kiss, you reach blindly for the hem of your shirt. When you find it, you sit up, and Harvey helps you pull it off.
Almost immediately, his lips latch onto your nipple. A shock rips through you, and you moan out his name. “Harvey!” you say, breathily. He hums a response, still suckling at your nipple.
You arch your back, giving him easier access to your chest. He sucks harder as if rewarding you for your good behavior.
You aren’t letting him have you that easy, though. You grind down on his crotch again and he removes his lips from your nipple.
“Farmer!” he says, suddenly disoriented. You smile at him, innocently, knowing that this look tells him you want to play.
You watch the moment it dawns on him as his eyes darken slightly and his cheeks tinge pink. “You want a game, Farmer? You can have a game.”
He smirked and flipped you over. “Let’s play,” he says, his voice gravelly.
You giggled as he attacked your neck with mustachioed kisses. But the giggles stopped short when he became more aggressive in his technique, sucking and biting at your collarbone.
Your hands moved down his body to his boxers, sweetly caressing his drooling length making him moan into your poor, abused neck.
You pull briefly at the waistband of his boxers, indicating your need for more of him.
He huffed one last breath into your neck before adjusting your positions. He sat with his back against your headboard, his cock sprung free from his boxers. You knelt between his legs, your lips ready and waiting, your hands tied together behind your back with the tie he’d discarded on the floor last night before the two of you jumped into bed together.
“Can I, Doctor?” you said, with batted eyelashes.
With a grunt, he acquiesced, placing a hand on your head in a gesture of unspoken authority.
You spat on his length, preparing him for your mouth. With your lips wrapped around his cock, you began to bob your head up and down. Your teeth grazed his cock briefly, and you heard him whine in anticipation.
Suddenly, you felt his hand push his length all the way down your throat. Gagging, you tried to swallow, knowing he loved this sensation.
He moaned loudly, and you would’ve smirked if your mouth hadn’t been full. You were raised with manners. It’s rude to open your mouth while enjoying breakfast.
You tugged at your makeshift restraints, wishing desperately to cradle and squeeze his balls and maybe even put a finger or two into his tight hole.
You began to shift under his iron grip signalling your need to speak. He immediately removed his hand and began to pull his dick from your mouth.
Regaining your breath, you signalled toward your restraints. He reached over you and untied you.
“I’m sorry, Honey. Did I go too far?” he said with a concerned look.
“Not at all. I just need my hands, Dear.”
His eyes widened and he blushed furiously. After all these years, he still wasn’t attuned to all of your tricks.
“Do I have your permission, my love?” you asked innocently.
He blushed harder before nodding furiously.
With a smirk, you rolled your wrists and pulled him lower on the bed. After adjusting his legs, you spat on your hands and rubbed them together, warming them up.
Harvey followed your actions attentively, hoping he might be able to figure out what you’d planned for him somehow.
Maybe he’d not had enough time today because he was completely in the dark as you began to suck on his balls and circled a finger around his hole.
You heard his breath quicken as you felt his balls tighten.
Slowly, you pushed your finger into his fuckhole. He moaned loudly and gripped your hair with renewed intensity.
“Fuck, Farmer! Please. Harder,” he whimpered.
Slowly, you inserted a second finger. As you resumed curling your fingers inside him, he let out a short cry.
“Farmer… I’m close. Please. Let me come inside you, my love.”
Without another word, you removed your fingers and readjusted your position, straddling him once more.
“Farmer…,” he said when the two of you made eye contact.
You smiled and aligned yourself with his fat cock.
After a brief kiss, you sank all the way down.
The two of you took a moment to adjust before he began thrusting up into you.
Inhaling slowly, you began bouncing up and down determined to bring your husband the pleasure he so deserved.
With his hands positioned on either side of your waist, he began guiding you.
Your movements were quicker and more intense now. It was obvious that your dear husband was so very close.
With one final thrust, he let out a loud groan and came inside your tight little hole.
You weren’t quite done, though, so after a brief moment, you resumed your movements chasing after his waves of pleasure toward your own.
The two of you shared a chaste kiss before he settled you next to him on the bed, kissing your forehead, and leaving the bed to get a washcloth to clean you up.
soft mornings with sam !
waking up together in a sun-warmed bed, legs tangled beneath cool blue sheets on a sparkling spring day, a light breeze fluttering through the curtains. you turn your cheek to see sam sleeping softly, arm draped across your waist. you smiled as you ran a hand softly through his fluffy blonde locks, unweighted by his usual hair gel and the burdens of the day to come.
slowly, he stirred awake, softly whining as he wrapped his arm tighter around you. “mmm, babe?…” his voice was so sweet, even when he was half-asleep.
you pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead, earning a small smile from him, pleased with your display of affection even while he was barely awake. he rubbed his eyes blearily, as though the vision of you laying next to him in his bed was still a part of his dream.
“good morning, sammy,” you said, holding his soft, boyish face in your hands.
“morning, pretty,” he said in an uncharacteristically gentle voice, turning his face to press a chaste kiss to your palm. he looked at you for a moment before falling back onto his pillow, staring at the ceiling and stretching his arms out above him. “ahhh, i can’t believe this is my life right now.”
you raised an eyebrow at that, propping yourself up on one elbow. “how do you mean?”
he looked up at you with a dreamy look in his baby blue eyes. “just…” he lifted himself up to match your height, grabbing your face with his other hand and hovering over you as he pressed you into the bed. “that i can do this whenever i want.”
your eyes slid shut as he pressed his soft lips to yours. it was a sweet kiss, with the hint of something more—one that ended much too soon.
“sam…” you breathed, now fully beneath him as he caged you in between his strong arms. you played with the hem of his white t-shirt, both of your chests heaving with the palpable tension of the moment.
“sam, come out for breakfast!”
he let out an exasperated groan as he collapsed into a devastated puddle in your arms, draping his much taller frame dramatically over your lap. “god damn it…” he muttered into the mattress.
you let out an amused giggle at his emotional reaction. “it’s okay, sammy.” you ran your hands down his back soothingly. “we have many more mornings like this ahead of us.”
his head immediately perked up at that, like a dog hearing the word ‘treat.’ “you mean it?" he asked with hopeful eyes.
a soft laugh escaped your lips before giving him a small, sweet kiss. "of course i mean it, fool."
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ᢉ𐭩 nsfw warning !
your cute hubby who can’t control his urges for you even when you’re hard at work on the farm, telling himself over and over as he daydreams about your plush thighs, cute face, and warm pussy while idling around the house that he can’t disturb you, that he has to keep it to himself
but without even realizing it, he finds himself ramming into your poor cunt over and over against the shaking wall of the shed, frantically pummeling his cock inside you, panting in your ear in the hot sun as your eyes threaten to roll back by the desperation of it all
“i’m so sorry, i couldn’t… couldn’t keep my hands to myself… seeing you all hot ‘n pretty ‘n hard at work like this…”
All bachelors asking you to dance with them during the Flower Festival!
hello hello!! i am so sorry this is late, it took some fine tuning—hopefully i got it right :) thank you so much for the ask, as always~
bachelors asking you to dance at the flower dance !
featuring all bachelors ♡
struggling through the Allergies™️
but he fights through it to get to you!! because he absolutely MUST ask the cute farmer out this year. this year is the YEAR
he's impressed that you can dance, too, as he watches you practice your twirls and glides with abigail
shoots abigail a significant look as she ~conveniently~ decides to go pester her dad at his stall
and all of a sudden, you and sam are side-by-side, while he casts nervous sidelong glances at you
"hey, you look really nice today..."
you simply respond with a smile and a compliment of your own, innocently unaware of his intentions
hoo boy, you are unknowingly making it VERY HARD for him
"want to... dance with me this year?" he manages to squeak out, face flushing before he even finishes his sentence
you're more than happy to accept, clasping his hand and dragging him into the center of the clearing, your carefree laughs and hollers carrying through the forest~
cannot believe that he is seriously considering asking someone to the flower dance
but, he figures, any time spent with you is worth much more than any embarrassment he might feel
so he just bites the bullet, finding you amongst the crowd, pulling you discreetly aside, and asks you, matter-of-factly
"dance with me?” he asks, holding out his hand
you're honestly surprised by his forwardness, but nonetheless overjoyed to accept
he didn't think he could ever enjoy dancing so much, especially in a stuffy suit of all things
but seeing the happy smile on your face has him... gasp! blushing?!?!
he’s able to overcome his initial anxiety when he has you comfortably in his arms, slowly swaying to the music
he could get used to this… ;)
tries to play it cool but he is seriously STRUGGLING
he had never had a problem with talking to you, so why was it so hard for him to muster up the courage to ask you?? >:(
pretends to be all casual, voice all light and airy when he approaches you, hands in his pockets
“you clean up real nice,” he says, tamping down the fear in his throat
but then when you look at him with your pretty doll eyes, he suddenly feels his macho return
“you’d look better next to me, though. whaddya say we dance together?” he asks, a smirk on his perfect lips
if he wasn’t so damn charming you’d be rolling your eyes
but alas, alex mullner is alex mullner, and in the blink of an eye, he has his hands planted possessively on your waist, the other guiding you in a surprisingly elegant dance as the two of you twirl together in the spring breeze~
get this poor man a doctor of his own because his heart is RACING
seriously reconsidering his original plan, especially when he sees you so dolled up, excitedly flouncing over to greet him with a chaste peck on his cheek
and the poor man’s face burns a million degrees hotter
starts with some small talk, to check in on how you’re doing
but also to try and calm his nerves!! >_<
he finally finds the courage to ask you when you look up at him with expectant eyes, as if wordlessly encouraging him to say the words you've been waiting for all year
"would you... care to dance with me?" he asks softly
and BOOM, he's swept up in a whirlwind of your movements as you pull him over to the dance, giggling all the while
"took you long enough to ask me, doctor!~"
has a grand proposal planned out just for you
with a blooming bouquet of delicate flowers he had picked that day, during a morning stroll before the festival
he doesn't even ask you at the dance, he arrives at the doorstep to your farmhouse bright and early
just before you open the door though, he's a flustered mess
smoothing out his hair and the lapels of his jacket
he has never felt!! so nervous before!!
but before he can even fully gather his thoughts, you're suddenly standing in front of him, a delighted look on your face
"elliott! what's the meaning of this?"
he clears his throat, finding the courage to (metaphorically) sweep you off your feet with his honeyed words
"would you care to accompany me to the flower dance, my rose?"
you squeal with joy as you throw your arms around him, letting him lift you off the ground in a fairytale-like embrace <3
off in a quieter corner of the field, sipping on a soda
he was secretly waiting for you to show up, but he acts all bothered when you run over to him, all cheery and smiley
you lovee bothering him <3
behind closed doors, you were hoping for him to ask you to dance, but you knew there was no chance of that happening
so his next words caught you completely off guard, spoken so quietly you almost missed them
“… wanted t’try dancing this year, ‘n i figured you would be the most helpful, seein’ how you’re so good at it…” he mutters just barely under his breath
you just yank him by the arm to the center of the dance, much to his surprise
“if you wanna dance with me, just say that!” you laugh, twirling around him at a dizzying speed
he was in for a RIDE, but he was more than amused to oblige <3
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me after this fucking red eye
Me every single night:
When you first met him, you were a bit overwhelmed by his “pep.” The boy with the spiky, blond hair who always wore a smile despite his ever-healing lip piercing. He did have a wonderful smile. No wonder he was always showing it off. It made you smile to yourself, just thinking about it.
In your first year on the farm, you were swamped with work. From chopping down trees to make room for sprinklers to trying your best to fix up the old community center in the middle of town, you’d just barely make it into bed on time every night. This meant you had barely any time to meet your neighbors, much less get to know them. Your over excited neighbor, however, seemed to have made it his mission to spend as much time with you as possible.
One day, in mid summer, when you were replanting melon seeds, his shadow darkened your property. You’d heard him coming before you saw him; he’d been humming to himself a song he’d been writing for his band. He had asked you, in the spring, what genre of music you liked and you’d tried to answer in a way that he would’ve approved of: “hi-energy dance music.” He seemed to accept this answer and promptly started writing such a song with his long-time best friend.
“Hey,” he said as he approached.
You greeted him without looking up from your field, “hi, Sunshine.”
This was a nickname you’d started calling him after he’d lost at pool for the seventh time in the three weeks you’d known him. You had always known him as a ray of sunshine, but when he lost at pool, he seemed to get downright depressed. The nickname was born from insistent teasing, but after a while, it became a pet name of sorts.
The boy rolled his eyes when he heard the nickname but you could swear you saw his cheeks tinge pink in the afternoon sun.
“Whaddya need? I have about fifty more seeds to plant today, but then I can hang out if you want,” you said, face buried in your work.
“Hmm,” he said. Then, “can I help? I dunno how you want me to plant, but maybe I could water some of them? …if that’d be helpful, I mean.”
You looked up at him. “Yea. Yea, that’d be great. Thanks, Sunshine,” you said and smiled at him.
He smiled back at you and picked up the copper watering can that had been discarded early in the morning when you found your crops ripe to be plucked.
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About an hour later, you had both finished your chores, and you were sitting on your porch while he stood in front of you. You leaned in just enough to examine each of his features closely. He was quite beautiful, you thought to yourself. His silver lip ring, his enormous blue eyes, his golden hair, covered up today with a baseball cap. You reached over and pulled it off his head. He started.
“Why did you do that?” he asked.
You shrugged before saying “I wanted to see your face better.” You reached up to brush his hair out of his face and smiled. Suddenly, he grabbed your hand and pulled you toward him. You were about to say something, but he kissed you, and it felt like you were on fire. He was maybe the third person you’d ever kissed and, by far, the best one.
He smiled brightly and said cheekily, “alright. I gotta go. Mom’s making dinner and she needs me to swing by the general store before she can start cooking.” He looked you up and down before simply saying “bye!” and turning on his heel.
HEHE hope u like it is my first sam post :3
..wh-what if....... I wrote this as a Shane oneshot..................
Adding this take to tumblr because I’m frankly proud of identifying my needs
ERE DAY MY BESTIE POSTS IS A GOOD DAY!!!!
TW: consumption of drxgs, smoking, talk of sex
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Thirteen.
I hadn’t been off my farm for a couple days. The only reason I would leave would be to buy seeds or go forage in the forest. I couldn’t get my mind off of my sister but we called everyday when she got out of school but the phone call would only last during her walk home, she’s afraid of what Dad might say if he knew she was talking to me. I’m collecting eggs from my chickens and ducks in my coop when the door swings open and startles me, making me drop one of the eggs.
“Shit!” I hissed and looked down at the broken and runny egg.
“Where the fuck have you been?” I hear Sam’s voice echo throughout the coop.
“Fucker, you made me drop an egg,” I say while picking up the shell.
“Are you good, dude? You and Seb disappeared from the venue that night and I haven’t heard from you since!” Sam exclaimed while taking a rag off the wall of the coop and helping me clean up the broken egg. I guess I did owe him an explanation since he is my closest friend in the valley. I told him what happened as we made our way to the farm house. He didn’t say much, only listened. I told him how the last song on his set really hit home and it felt surreal when my sister showed up.
“I didn’t mean to make you cry,” Sam says as we enter the farm house. I set the basket of eggs on the counter and shush him.
“I love the song, Sam,” I say, “and it’s comforting to know that there are other people in the valley that have felt what I feel… It just broke my heart to see that my sister is seeing our Dad for who he is. I hoped that he would be better for her.” I flop down on my couch in distraught and run my hands down my face. Sam, who’s still in my kitchen, stares at me for a while before turning quickly on his heel to my bedroom. I’m shocked by his sudden movements but am too exhausted and overwrought to get up. I hear him rifle through something in my bedroom and a couple minutes later he comes out with my backpack slung over one shoulder.
“Jesus christ this thing is heavy,” he says and sets it down on the kitchen table.
“What are you doing?” I ask while sitting up a little.
“You’re coming to the sleepover,” he says, “you don’t have a choice. I’ve packed everything for you, except for your undies ‘cause I don’t wanna rifle through that drawer.” I laugh as he rambles and I get up from the couch. I take my backpack from him and empty some of the things in there like my coal, ore, and fiber. I grab a quick pair of panties from my dresser and stuff it into my backpack.
“You better have not picked a whack ass outfit for tomorrow,” I say to Sam as I pet Miso goodbye and we walk out the door. We took the shortcut up the mountain to Sebastian’s house. “You do sleepovers at Seb’s pretty often?” I ask.
“Yea since we were kids. Seb has the most privacy and space and Robin isn’t like mine or Abby’s moms, always checking in on us,” Sam says as we pass by the bus stop.
“What do you do at the sleepovers?” I ask, looking down at my boots as we walk.
“Oh, Farmer, don’t tell me you’ve never had a sleepover before?” Sam asks and I look up at him and on his face is a shit-eating grin. Yoba, he sees right through me. I blush.
“Hey man, with a dead mom and a dad who hates you, you end up being the weird kid,” I say, “besides from my roommates in college, I’ve never had a sleepover.” Sam shakes his head from side to side. “My sister would get invited to a ton.”
“Well, we will sometimes play Solarian chronicles, watch movies, play video games, listen to music, we talk… As soon we all became adults we added weed and alcohol into the mix,” Sam says.
“It sounds like fun,” I say, “do you all sleep in the same bed?” I ask. Sam shakes his head.
“Abby takes Seb’s bed and Seb and I sleep on his pull-out couch. But now you’re here, so you can take the bed with Abby.” The only other person, besides a one night stand, that I’ve ever shared a bed with was my sister and that was when we were little. I hoped and prayed that my nightmares wouldn’t be bad tonight. After the gig in the city, my nightmares became frequent again and I’ve started remembering bits and pieces. They’re not as clear as the one about the car accident but I know they’re about Brynne. I’ve been thinking about telehealthing my therapist but the more I think about it, I highly doubt Dad has kept me on his insurance and getting insurance as a self-employed person has been hard. I’ve been trying to have better coping mechanisms but in doing so I’ve relapsed on cigarettes. Alex and I chat once a week and my fill-the-void lust feelings have been low but my lungs were not happy with me. I would be embarrassed if I woke up the three of them at the sleepover because I couldn’t get my childish nightmares under control.
We show up at the house in the woods and walk through the front door. We say hi to Robin as she finishes up some paperwork at her desk and tread downstairs to where Sebastian’s room is. Abby’s already down there, laying upside down on the couch while Sebastian works on his computer.
“Seb keeps saying one more line but then does like twenty more! Sam, pull him out of it!” Abby whines when she sees us. I look over at Sebastian and his eyes run across his computer screen over and over again. I sit down next to Abby and she moves her body to the side so that her legs rested on my lap and her head near the arm of the couch. “Hey girl, I haven’t seen you in forever! I need my fill of farmer gossip. Are you still hooking up with Alex?” she asks. Sebastian’s head snaps up and his candy colored eyes look into mine.
“What?”
“So that’s what gets you to look up from your computer?” Sam sighs and throws his backpack down.
“It’s been a couple months,” I say, “we decided we’re better as friends.” Sebastian exhales then goes back to his work.
“What the fuck!” Sam yells at him.
“You told me you used to fuck around in college?” Abby asks. I nod. Her questions are genuine and strictly girl talk and it’s what I love about Abby. There’s no ulterior motive, she just genuinely wants to have more girl friends and they’re hard to come around in the valley. “You know who else used to fuck around?” She holds her hand up near her face and points in Sebastian’s direction.
“I can hear you, you know,” Sebastian says and then gets up from his computer.
“Finally!” Sam exclaimed while digging in his backpack. “I brought an indica, sativa, and a hybrid. I also brought my extended pack for solarian and Mario Kart, and a couple frozen pizzas,” he says while taking each thing out of his bag. Sebastian gets off his computer and pulls down a sheet and sets it up on the wall opposite of his bed and sets up a projector.
We watched movies, played Solarian, talked, and smoked weed. The only time I stepped out was to accept a phone call from my sister. It was short and quick and I mentioned I was hanging out with friends. Her praise for me making new friends warmed my heart. As I was walking inside, Robin came pounding down the stairs from her room. She’s holding an old photo album.
“There you are!” she says, “I have to show you these photos of Sebby when he was a kid.” She shows me a photo of him with spaghetti on his head, him with a stuffed Jumino, him holding baby Maru, all the classic baby photos. My heart swells when I look at his chubby cheeks. I’ve never been one for kids but I always loved baby pictures of my friends.
“He’s so adorable,” I say while pointing to a picture of him, Sam, and Abby when they were kids. The basement door opens and Sebastian comes upstairs.
“Absolutely not,” he says while grabbing my wrist. His movements are aggressive but his grip on me is surprisingly gentle.
“Aw c’mon,” I say as he drags me down the stairs, “you were so cute.” He shakes his head back and forth.
“What are you saying I’m not cute now?” he quips as he opens the door. Abby with her second-hand high is curled up on Sebastian’s bed watching the projector and Sam’s in the bathroom. I laugh to try and calm down my pounding heart and hide the blush from my face
“Hmm… You’re pretty cute,” I say, “but your chubby cheeks and ginger hair take the cake.” He nudges me in the shoulder and we sit back down with Abby who’s watching Three From Hell. Sam comes out of the bathroom and sits on the bed with us, Smushing me between Sebastian and Abby. Sebastian drapes his arm over my shoulder to get more comfortable and I hook one of my legs over Abby’s as Sam lights up another joint.
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I’m jolted awake by whatever dream I was having. My breathing is heavy and small beads of sweat coat my hairline on my forehead. Abby’s still crashed out next to me and I think I see Sam on the pullout bed still asleep. My hands shake as I rip the covers off of me and get up. I dug in my backpack for the pack of cigarettes I had bought at Joja. They were the most disgusting cigarettes I’v ever smoked but they’re the only thing around. Once I secure my pack and lighter and make my way towards the lake. The cold fall air sent a chill down my spine and I wrapped my hoodie around my body tighter. A tall silhouette stands near the lake as well and I can only assume it’s my formerly ginger friend. I stand next to him and light my cigarette. He jumps a bit but realizes it’s just me.
“Can’t sleep?” he asks. I take a long inhale and sigh out the smoke.
“I assume you can’t either,” I say and take a seat at the edge of the water.
“Never can,” he says and follows my lead by sitting down next to me. We sit in silence for a moment and chain smoke before I break the silence.
“So… you used to sleep around?” He laughs and shakes his head.
“I was wondering the same thing about you,” he says, “Yea, I did. There were a couple of forums online I used to frequent when I was eighteen. Mainly married couples looking for someone to cuck the husbands. Some turned into affairs, others were strictly for fun… I stopped when I was twenty-three after having a really weird situationship with a married woman,” he takes a long drag of his cigarette, “Sam and Abby only know about the cucking. Not the affairs.”
“You lose your virginity to a married woman?” I ask teasingly. He shakes his head.
“Nah. Lost it to Haley when we were fourteen. We’re still friendly, she told me later on that I helped her come to terms with her being gay so I guess it was for the better,” he says, “don’t mention anything though, I’m not sure how out she is.” I wouldn’t have pegged Haley as gay but it made sense.
“They used to call me the ‘man maker’ in college,” I say, “as I’m sure you’ve figured out I have a guilty pleasure for gridball players and by the time I was a sophomore I had gone through everyone on the team that liked women. I started hooking up with the freshmen and then they started sending their friends who were virgins to me. I didn’t know they were calling me that until I became friends with one of them.”
“Did you lose your virginity in college?”
“Nah, I was sixteen. I was too young, honestly. I should’ve waited,” I said. Sebastian nods his head.
“I should’ve too.” We’re silent again for a second but this time he’s the one to break it.
“So… You’ve hooked up with Alex?” he asked. I nod and light another cigarette.
“Was filling the void. I think he was too.”
“And this was around that time you had the dream about the crash?” he asks me and tosses the filter aside.
“You remember that?”
“I remember everything.” He lays down and looks up at the stars. I pull my knees up to my chest and wrap my arms around them.
“Do you have trouble sleeping often?” I ask him. He sighs.
“Yea. Not sure why. I do stay up late for work, a lot of my clients are overseas so the deadlines are in the middle of the night…But ever since I was a kid I’ve never been a very good sleeper. I’m sure my mom has permanent bags under her eyes,” he says, “I assume your restlessness started after your mom passed?”
“Yes but it wasn’t just because of the nightmares. Dad took up drinking and would be up all night,” I say and lay back next to him. The stars were beautiful and clear, not like how they are in the city. The light pollution downs them out so much you can barely make out the big dipper. “Do you see any constellations?” I ask Sebastian. The only ones I could point out were the big and little dippers. I didn’t do much stargazing and I regret not asking Grandpa more about it.
“Um, let's see,” Sebastian says. He looks around the sky and then eventually points. “That one’s Orion.” I scoot closer to him so I can properly see what he’s pointing at.
“The rectangle?” I ask.
“Yea! The three stars in the middle are his belt… Over there is Pisces.” He points a little further west from Orion. I squint and try to follow his finger.
“The alligator mouth?”
“Uh huh. It looks like two fish tied together, right?”
“I think I can see that,” I say and squint a little harder.
“It’s supposed to be her and her sons, Eros and Cupid,” says Sebastian. He puts his arm down. I shiver a bit as a gust of wind blows over us. As if he knew, he wraps his arm around me and pulls me into his chest. My heart starts slamming into my chest and I can’t control it. I know he can feel it, there’s no hiding it. I shiver again but not from the cold. “I’ve always been fascinated with Aphrodite. When I was hooking up with older women and getting into situationships and getting my heart shattered, I wondered if she was watching over me,” he continues. I want to look up at him but I can’t tear my eyes away from Pisces. I always thought that Aphrodite had abandoned me long ago.
“But isn’t she the Goddess of love, not heartbreak?” I ask. He gives me a squeeze and my breath gets caught in my throat.
“As much as it hurt, I figured she had a plan. Accepting those thoughts helped me separate myself from that part of my life,” he says and moves onto his side to face me. I want to look at him but my body won’t let me. This is the moment I’ve thought about over and over and my body can’t bring itself to pull through. I feel Sebastain’s finger slip under my chin. “After all,” his finger pushes my chin up so that I’m looking at him. His dusky eyes are sparkling in the moonlight and it takes every brain cell I can muster to not get lost in them, “ending that part of myself has brought me here, hasn’t it?” I want to tell him that I know exactly what he means, how I’ve never felt more accepted and understood by a person until meeting him, but his finger and thumb hold my jaw and he gently squeezes my cheeks as our lips lock.
study dates with your bf !
featuring sam, sebastian, alex ♡
attention deficiency final boss
cannot focus for longer than two seconds without grabbing onto you, groaning dramatically
you need to give him an incentive, just like a dog <3
a donut, a can of soda, a kiss, ANYTHING
don't tell anyone, but his absolute FAVORITE reward is a kiss from you (but was that really a secret??)
cute boy is always so focused whenever you promise to give him a kiss once he finishes his work~
he tries to sneak small pecks here and there while the two of you are suPPOSED to be studying
you swat him away, but that just makes him want to do it more >:)
so when you finally order him to stop, he pouts like a dog who got caught being bad before hurrying to lock IN
this man is so insatiable, you love him for it <3
quiet and cozy in his room, sitting on the floor in front of the table where he hosts his solarion chronicles sessions
he always has some work to do, so he truly appreciates you being willing to do this so often
but in reality, you'd do anything to spend some peaceful quality time with your lover, the productivity is just a bonus <3
he'll be listening to music, drumming his fingers on the table as he works, constantly reassuring that it's not to dismiss you, it just helps him focus
he'll occasionally sigh tiredly, giving you a small peck for relief when he can't quite solve the bug breaking his code
he leans his head on your shoulder, asking what you're working on, your voice and presence an escape from his troubling work
most locked in out of the three for SURe
but he always makes sure that you know he's still there for you, asking you small questions and seeing how you're doing
just so so soft and sweet and cozy <3
needs to be somewhere indoors, otherwise he’ll be itching to drop the books and start running laps or something LOL
probably most comfortable in the safety of his room; it’s the one place where he can lower his walls and be vulnerable about himself, especially with you
you’re always so gentle and patient with him; it gives him the motivation to put his best foot forward, just like he does with everything else
the two of you would be sitting on his bed side-by-side, study fuel in the form of sports drinks and high-protein snacks strewn about
sometimes, he’s too embarrassed to ask you for help (as with a lot of things…)
but you’ll notice when he’s struggling a bit, the way his brow furrows and he screws his lips to the side in frustration
he feels more comfortable to open up and ask questions if you’re doing your own work next to him rather than hovering over him
so you always make sure to bring something of your own to focus on, your mere presence both comforting and motivating to him
always excitedly yaps to you whenever he accomplishes a feat, like solving a difficult problem or finally grasping a tough concept
you absolutely adore the way his eyes light up whenever he learns something new, and he lives for the praise you give him for it <3
thank you so much for reading! requests are always open~
Onions caramelizing on the stove, shane smut cooking on the computer. Life can be beautiful sometimes.
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