LOVE SONG, J. Potter

KISSES, r. lupin

you didn't mind giving people kisses, it was your way of telling people you loved them. everyone had known that your love language was physical touch. there was only one person you got nervous to kiss. it was the one and only, remus lupin.

it wasn't that you were scared of him or scared of his scars, because god knows that you wanted to kiss every one of his scars. you were scared that if you did, you wouldn't be able to stop.

a kiss on the cheek;

you sat on the edge of the couch arm, listening in on james and mary's conversation. remus sat next to you reading a new book as always, barley engaging with his friends around him. he'd look up every now and then, but his face was mostly in his book.

"dove, wouldn't it be more comfortable sitting on the couch?" you turned your head to see who remus was talking to, before looking at him with your brows furrowed.

"me?" he gave a quick chuckle.

"yes you, dove, sitting on the couch arm seems uncomfortable. isn't it?" he placed his book face down against his legs, his arm extended placing it closer to your hip.

"i- sure, but it'll be a tight squeeze." you stood to your feet, walking a few feet. his eyes didn't leave yours.

"i don't mind being close to you." you gave him a quick smile before you sitting down, legs pressed against each other. you quickly placed a kiss against his cheek.

"thank you, remus." you said before turning to talk to lily.

"anytime, dove."

a kiss on the forehead;

you stood alongside the hospital bed. you were upset. how could he have not told you? you two were friends, were you not? did he not trust you? had you done something for him to think that? did he think that? did he think you were going to tell someone about him? you wouldn't, you would never do that.

your eyes scanned his friends who sat in the beds next to him before your eyes flickered back to remus again. you took a deep breath, before watching his eyes flutter open. "remus, are you alright? would you like me to get the nurse?"

"shh, dove, relax please." he quickly sat, groaning from the pain, before looking completely at you. he noticed the dried tear stains against your face, the way your lips were plummed from you biting them, or the fact that your nails were chipped due to your constant picking.

"relax, remus? you want me to relax?" you spat, your face had turned from comforting to mad in less than a few seconds. who did he think he was, to tell you to relax? "you were passed out! in the forbidden forest! and don't sit there and lie to me! remus, because i know."

"darling, please under-"

"no, i don't understand, remus. why didn't you tell me? aren't we friends? did you not trust me?" you could feel your heart beating out of your chest, like if it went too fast it might just stop. you bit your tongue, trying to hold back the tears that started forming in your eyes.

"dove, i do trust you. i- i just didn't know how to tell you. i didn't want you to look at me differently." his eyes scanned your face, he could see the tears starting to form.

"i would never look at you differently, remus. you are everything to me, i care about your well-being." you quickly slipped your hand into his, before giving him a genuine smile.

"thank you, dove." you quickly moved your face towards him, before placing your lips against his forehead. a wave of your perfume hit him in the face, and it wasn't that it was too much. it was that he hadn't smelt it in so long.

"i could care less if you were a goblin or an elf, remus."

a kiss on the nose;

you had asked remus to join you in the library so he could help you study. you really didn't need his help, you just wanted to spend time with him. it wasn't like he cared, he'd drop everything to spend time with you.

you stood by the front door of the library, waiting for remus to be in view. your lip was a bit swollen from you biting them. you scanned everyone before scanning the lengthy man, with his cream sweater and his books in hand. his sandy brown hair barley over his eyes. his eyes looked up to met yours before a smile was placed on both of your face.

"hi, remmy." you managed to spit out.

"hi, dove, what did you need help with again?" he barley had time to register what happened before you grabbed his hand and dragged him to a corner of the library.

"i was wondering if you could help me with the history project. i think i understand it, but at the same time i don't, you know?" his face was scrunched up, he knew you were excellent at history of magic.

"uhh, you need my help, dove, you're sure?"

"of course, remus." you quickly sat down, moving some things so you had room to write and such.

"alright then." he quickly placed his bag down on the floor against the chair, before grabbing the papers in front of you.

you watched as his eyes scanned the papers. you quickly looked away, flustered at the thought of being caught looking at him. was it weird that you were watching him? would he think it was weird?

you searched for anything to look at, before seeing another guy. your eyes scanned him up and down from his blue converse to his white turtleneck. you turned to remus again, who was already looking at you. he quickly cleared his throat, before grabbing one of the books. he may have placed the book too close to his face causing him to hit himself.

"shit-"

"oh remus, are you alright?" you quickly cupped his face, checking to see the damage.

"i'm fine, just hit myself is all." he quickly rubbed his nose, before his eyes flickered to look into yours. you quickly placed your lips against his nose, to kiss it better.

"there, now you're all better." you said, letting go of his face before turning to grab the book he had.

"thanks, dove."

a kiss on the lips;

you stood in front of remus, after a long night of being alone together. you had finally managed to find the courage to tell how you felt about him.

your eyes watched remus as the cigarette in his mouth, you watched as the ash began to build up. "are you only going to stare, dove" his head tilted towards yours, his hand dragging the cigarette out of his mouth.

"what? oh- no." you turned your head fast.

"do you want a smoke?"

"no i'm fine, thanks though." you debated if you should tell him, there was a possibility that he might like you back. "remus?" he answered with a hum. "i love you."

it went silent for a couple minutes, before remus looked at you fully again. the cigarette that was once in his mouth was gone. "no you don't, dove."

"i do, i love you, remus. i'm in love with you." he stayed quiet allowing you to speak. "i've loved you since we first met."

"y/n, you don't understand."

"if you don't love me, i'll leave. tell me you don't love me." you shouted.

"it's not that-"

"tell me." you demanded, he continued to argue with you. he tried to deny his feelings for you. "tell me! tell me, remus! tell me you don't love me! tell me and i'll leave you alone!"

"of course i do! of course i love you! it's hard not to love you! but i'm- i'm a monster!" he shouted "y/n, why would you want to be with a monster?"

"you're not a monster to me, you're just remus." you tried to keep the tears bottled inside of you, but they had begun to spill out.

"dove, please don't cry. i do, i do love you. i have loved you for as long as i can remember."

"remmy-" remus quickly cupped your face before pulling you into a kiss. it felt like time had stopped around the both of you. remus pride your mouth open with his tongue, allowing it to roam around your mouth. you quickly pulled away, catching your breath. "i love you, remus."

"i love you too, dove."

notes: i may have made this too long and i honestly don't know what is going on. i might fix it later on, anyways i hope you liked it. xxx

IT DEFINITELY DID NOT NEED TO BE THIS GOOD!!

love it love it love it x

hiii love, was wondering if you could write something along the lines of street racer james potter or remus lupin placing a bet against the reader to see who will win the drag race. like placing a bet where either reader has to give them head or something and reader doesn't want them to drive in their terf (idk if that makes any sense but yeah)

thank you x

Street racer!Remus X reader

this is the first time I ever write for remus who cheered? I dig him so much. (This request is very creative as well I wanted to compliment it)

Warnings: ooc remus (very ooc don’t be surprised), mentions of sex, oral m recieving, drinking.

Making your way inside the insanely busy bar you always liked your daily drinks at.

Seeing the usual crowds seated around, laughing and chatting while spitting beer at each other between words, making you scowl slightly at such foul behavior.

You’re used to seeing all of this. really, but you’d never admit it disgusted you if you don’t want to be incredibly judged for it. You took a sight as you sat down on the bar stool, putting a leg atop the other as you placed your order to the exceptionally gorgeous man working ahead of you. “Coming right up.” He sweetly smirked at you before you winked at the gesture.

It was all going smoothly before a distinctive sound came about, a voice you detested most. The voice of Remus lupin, your racer rival, always competing to be better than you at anything that has to do with how much you loved racing.

It wasn’t long before his dark blonde hair was in sight and your regret seeped out, sitting up in alert. “To what do I owe the pleasure?” Remus leaned on his elbow near the private area you hoped he wouldn’t cross. you would ignore him but seeing the past attempts it would be useless, there’s no ignoring him.

“What, cat got your tongue?” He joked, he was extra chipper today as you turned in your seat and looked at him. “Hello, Lupin. I’m not in the mood for you today.” You gave him a fake tight lipped smile, grabbing your drink and chugging it down before he started tutting. “Rude, but I can handle it.” He smirked, licking his bottom lip with his teeth still glistening with a punchable smile on his scarred face.

You rolled your eyes and took another sip from your drink. “Those shorts are doing absolutely nothing for your ass.” Remus commented, staring at your body up and down before you placed a hand on his chest. “So nobody else wants to sleep with you today I presume?” You smirked, knowing how much his ego meant to him.

He chuckled, dryly, his eyes narrowing at your words. “It’s still four pm, sweetheart.” He leaned in and grabbed your drink, finishing whatever that’s left of it. “Hm.” You tilted your head slightly, thinking of ways you wished to run him over with your parked car outside.

“What, you wanna be the first today?”

“In your dreams, Lupin.”

He laughed, throwing his head back, his hair bouncing and his Adam’s apple popping out against his throat. Looking away before he notices your staring. “Okay so here’s a deal.” Remus cleared his throat after a moment of silence, his hands out as he was thinking.

“Let’s race together.” He randomly suggested, you expected anything else, something dirty even, his usual way. “What?”

“You heard me, let’s race together..” he continued, holding back something else as you tilted your head, waiting for the other thing he wasn’t saying.

Remus smiled as you caught on; “if I win, you owe me something… but rules are rules. If I lose, I’ll stop bothering you.”

You scoffed incredulously. “Liar.” You rolled your eyes at his idea but he looked too serious for this to be a joke or whatever else you may think it is. “Don’t you wanna know what you owe me?”

“Nothing, but sure. go ahead.” You narrowed your eyes. “A blowjob.” He smiled like he asked you to hand him something over and not something as crazy as such request, you audibly gasped at his answer. “Excuse me?” You shouted before he stopped you from saying anything else.

“What makes you so sure I’d win? If you do, me and my dick are going to be far far away from you, so what do you think?” He smirked, you were considering it and you wanted to beat yourself up for that, wanting to win so he stops bothering you, as much as his smug face is part of your days now.

“Fine, you have a deal.” You agreed, maybe just to get him away from you, or maybe because you wanted to see where this could go. “Brilliant, tonight.” Remus smirked, winking your way with a sickeningly beautiful smile on his face. Making you mentally groan, Remus was on his way as you banged your head on the table in front of you, feeling defeated already.

You were standing next to your car, glancing at the bloke with the awfully bright smile and blonde hair more bright from the lights that surrounded you. “You ready?!” His annoying smile still on his face making you scowl, going into your car as shouting and cheering was all

You heard besides your loudly beating heart.

You took a deep breath before you were instructed to start your engine, staring at Remus parked next to you, getting a look at his profile while he turned to look at you, a mischievous grin decorating his features, unaware of the countdown, the sound of Remus’ car taking off before you making you start your own and remus was way ahead of you.

“Fuck fuck fuck!” You stepped on the accelerator harder, making a turn on the curved street. Your hands were clutching the steering wheel, trying to find ways to surpass Remus’ speeding car.

The shouting became more distinct, all you could hear was you and Remus’ engines running and the sound of turning wheels. You blew an impatient sound, taking another turn, Remus still ahead of you.

“Cheater.” You mumbled, getting closer to the finishing line, Remus crossing it as he started honking in the dead of the night. You next, parking your car and impatiently going out of it.

“Okay! you cheated.” You yelled, facing his tall figure as he was smirking like there’s no tomorrow. “You can’t get out of the deal, it’s part of the deal.”

“It’s not about the deal, you cheated! That’s it.” You rolled your eyes, taking a sigh, leaning against your car. “I didn’t cheat, I’m simply better than you.” He nudged his nose with a finger, standing in front of you, backed up against your car.

“Now be a good girl and stick to our deal, yes?” He moved your hair behind your back, taking your face in his hands and moving his face closer to yours, he smiled softly when he noticed your shaky breaths. Your fingers made their way down his pants and to his belt, getting this over with.

“If you tell anyone about this, I’m killing you.” Was all you said before you were on your knees.

His hands going into your hair as you took him in your mouth, making him let out a soft sigh at the contact. “Shit.” He hissed, tugging at your hair while you sucked him, your heart raced at the speed you were going, he was moaning and groaning, grabbing your hair into his fists as he was mumbling things you couldn’t make out.

“Oh my god.” He pushed your head further into him, making you gag slightly, his juices trickling down your chin and your chest with your hands all sticky before you looked up at the boy, his head thrown back in pleasure. His moans louder each second. Fastening your pace, his legs shook beneath him. “Fuck, I’m close.. so close.” He whimpered, his fingers pulling at your hair. His words making your mouth work him faster, sucking at his length as best as you can with him trembling at your movements.

“Fuck!” He yelled, coming inside your mouth, making it spill down your chest and your legs. “Oh my—“ he breathed out, his chest heaving up and down as you smirked, standing up.

You wiped your mouth, staring at how you made him feel, you were proud, really proud. “You okay in there?” You asked while you still tasted him in your mouth. “Gosh.” He laughed, running his hands through his hair, turning to face you with flushed cheeks.

“You’re welcome.” You smiled up at him, cockily. Remus pulled up his boxers and his pants up, he was breathing normally now. “How are you so good at this?”

“There’s many things you don’t know about me, Lupin.” You stroked his face with a sticky finger. Remus blushed, biting his bottom lip. “I’ll be damned.” He chuckled nervously. “Right.. I need to go. Goodnight Remus.” You said before you gave him another smile, going into your car and driving away, leaving him behind confused and so curious.

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COFFEE, r. lupin

when you woke you could barely remember anything that happened the night before, let alone where you were. waking up in his bed. remus' bed. how did you even get there?

"morning." you heard from the door frame, remus holding two coffee mugs. you furrowed your brows "how?"

"take some advil and drink your coffee, then we'll talk." he said walking up to you and handing you a mug. "just how you like it."

you muttered a thanks before throwing two pills in your mouth and swallowing a gulp of coffee. the burning sensation running along your throat.

remus sat down next to you, sipping on his coffee before meeting your eye.

"what happened last night?" you said, trying to remember

"a lot." he said setting his coffee down and repositioning himself.

notes: another little drabble!! I'm just bored and want to test out more of my writing skills :)

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