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hey theree, i am not dead. college is just beating my ass lmao. let’s hope i sort things out before the end of this week ~ my priority is answering the remaining asks the moment i deal with this.

Hi, hope you're fine. I'm NM, 22 and i would like to ask if my future spouse will reach out to me soon

Thanks in advance 😊

Will NM's future spouse reach out to them soon?

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They won't reach out to you soon. Neither of you are ready to take that step yet. By the look of the cards it seems you already know your future spouse, but things between you two have been a little messy or maybe even strained. There is a possibility that I may have simply channeled the intense energy you are experiencing in your life right now and may be mistaken lmao. Anyways, It's as if you want to move on from a recent heartbreak but lack the trust or drive to do so. They, too, are not in the best position to reach out. They need to work on themselves and get their lives in order (there's a lot of emotional/personal struggles in their lives as of now) before they can reach out and start anything serious. As of right now, it's not their top priority.

Hiiya there excited for participating in your tarot game :3

My initials: SG

I'm a saggitarius rising

My age : 18

I do not have any aries placements

My question: What are my shadow aspects which I need to work on in terms of romantic relationships

Thank you so much 💓

Aspects you need to work on in terms of romantic relationships

I'm inclined to believe that you are someone new to romantic relationships. Perhaps you've recently had one or were in the process of getting into one, avoided the inevitable and it was too complicated. You tend to have a desire to start a relationship but have a hard time taking the initiative to connect emotionally with people. There are vulnerability issues stemming from a lack of self-confidence. You think you are not capable of initiating something and being vulnerable, but the irony is that you are. There were times and occasions when you could have used that ability to connect, but you resisted. The potential was there, but in the past you had a hard time sustaining a relationship because of that inability to open up on an emotional level. Your insecurity clouds your ability to make a deep emotional connection. Subconsciously, by letting yourself get carried away by these insecurities you prevent your personal growth. You don't want to look in the mirror and see your most vulnerable and insecure areas. But in doing so, you're left not knowing what areas on you need a trim, a new dye job, a little touch up, etc. You're stunting your growth. When you enter a romantic relationship, it's important to collaborate with your partner-open up, communicate, set boundaries, and recognize when it's time to let go if things aren't working. In your case, you are having a hard time with this process. What things did you like about the relationship? What abilities could you have explore that your insecurity prevented you from doing? What things were part of your immaturity as a person and not the other person's fault? You need to let go of that control. You have to recognize what you can control and what you can't. If things don't have a solid foundation, you have to let it go. Don't hold on to something that is going to bring you down and only cause you more pain in the long run. It is when you begin to see it from this perspective that you will finally be able to free yourself from those weaknesses that hold you back in your romantic relationships. Currently that blockage to your potential in being vulnerable makes you resistant to change and keeps you stuck. That is what you need to work on. These patterns are built and if they continue they can be reinforced. When you set boundaries, and accept that certain conflicts and processes are necessary in romantic relationships (and must happen no matter how reluctant you are to let it happen), you will finally break free from this stagnation. Studying about emotional intelligence, and communication as a couple will help you get out of this stagnation! I highly recommend Steph Anya's videos, CinemaTherapy and other YouTube channels of licensed professionals who offer help in these areas.

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your style. your pictures choices. your typography and fonts. the best i’ve ever seen OH MY WORD i will never get over this

AAAH thank yoUUU, it means a lot 🫢🤭🩷

After so many years, i've come to you with a new pac! This one was chosen through a poll last year. In this pack, we’ll explore what your person of interest thinks about you. It doesn’t apply to family, friends, etc.

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DISCLAIMER: This is a general reading so take only what resonates.

PILE ONE

Energy check to see if this reading is meant for you:

If you’ve been intuiting things that you can’t quite confirm, but there’s a voice in your head telling you it is true. It also applies if you’ve had difficulty letting go of this connection, or if you’ve suddenly felt a disconnection or blockage with this person.

What do they think of you?

In short, when they think of you, they think of a missed opportunity. As if things didn’t play out in their favor. There was a good opportunity for something beautiful, that simply couldn’t happen because of external reasons. It’s possible that there was bad timing. This person left me with a feeling of resignation in the air. Maybe you felt capable of offering something reciprocal and even committing, but apparently it was only on your part. This person didn’t know how to give back to you in the right way, and that resignation I mentioned earlier comes filled with passivity on their end. This person seems like they didn’t have the will to fight for the connection the way they should have.

Signs: This person seems like someone who rationalizes a lot before acting, so it made me think of Libra and Aquarius. They tend to emotional protection and stay silent when they feel they’re losing control. A troubled Moon in Scorpio or Virgo. Oh, and they have a hard time closing chapters. It makes me think of a Moon or Venus in fixed signs: Taurus or Scorpio. I’d put Leo but there’s too much passivity on their end.

PILE TWO

Energy check to see if this reading is meant for you:

This reading applies to people who, after experiencing this connection, have become more grounded. If you have worked on setting healthy boundaries and are now approaching the situation more mature.

What do they think of you:

This person feels both clarity and shame. They’ve realized they didn’t act in the best way with you. They may have acted evasively, lied to you, or been very dishonest. That’s where the shame comes from. Even regret. They know they played a role in making things between you unstable or even difficult. They wish things had been different with you. But that shame is camouflaged in denial and doesn’t let them fully process that clarity. They’re not ready to face it openly and have a hard time being completely honest with themselves to know how to fix it.

Signs: Definitely Virgo or Capricorn badly aspected in their birth chart because of fear of not being enough. Pisces and Cancer in sun or mercury, or even Venus. Some air in there, because of the tendency to overthink. Definitely no fire in their chart due to the lack of initiative, and if there is, it must be very weak lmao.

PILE THREE

Energy check to see if this reading is meant for you:

If you felt that this person at first showed interest but then their actions weren’t consistent over time and you noticed them as empty or even manipulative, this pile is for you. It also applies if you’ve noticed that this person isn’t as honest or self confident as they seem. If you’ve picked up on insecurity, immaturity, etc. If you’ve recently snapped out of the confusion they left you in and now feel more disappointment than anything over how they treated you.

What do they think of you:

This person knows things didn’t end well: they’re fully aware of it. Maybe it was pride, misunderstandings, or even a clash of temperaments. Whatever the case, it left you both distant. They won’t say it, but they know they lost a chance with you because deep down, they admire you. It’s a bit complicated to explain, but they admire how strong, reserved, or even hard to read you are. Maybe they’re one of those masochists who feel a weird admiration when someone finally sets a strong, clear boundary and slams the door on them when they’re not used to it lmao. To this person, you were important or even different from the rest, and they think you’re the one who came out better from this situation.

Signs: There’s an internal struggle to keep the peace, but not as strong as Libra’s diplomacy, sounds like Sagittarius to me. Very weakened Sagittarius with some 12th house placements. They might have some Scorpio. But since there’s so much avoidance, most likely they have Pisces or Cancer (or both), misaligned/weakened. There are chances they have a Mars in Libra or something Libra-related in there. Venus in Aquarius sounds very fitting to me.

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Thank you so much for this reading. I'm side eyeing spirit for saying I'm not in a bad,terrible place cause I definitely am. The message was well articulated but hard to hear emotionally. It's all in my hand,that sounds more like a burden than empowering atm. But I'll try to marinate in it and see how I can apply the message to my life. Thank you again💓

your spirit, aw! i believe they are trying their best LMAO don’t get me wrong i can understand the frustration! i just find it quite adorable that this is their way of calming you down while you are seeing right through their ways lmao. 

oh & i completely understand you about the financial distress… so take your time to process it and marinate into it. I completely understand how it can feel like a heavy burden to have the control of getting yourself out of a tough place. i don’t know exactly what your situation is but I’ve been there with financial struggles, and in my case it was the opposite. in the sense that when I pulled the cards it told me it was out of my hands. i remember the heavy feeling on my stomach when i got that from the cards while my life was falling apart (literally). my cards like to be straightforward just like my spirit guides. it was something completely external and all i could do was wait… it happened just like the cards told me. i was warned to do nothing while seeing everything fall apart and I was RESTLESS. so from what you are telling me, i can see how you are still in that state of mental stress that does not allow you to connect with your intuition. which is completely understandable don't get me wrong. but acknowledging how you feel is already a powerful step and it positions you closer to the other side. finding strength in situations like this is really hard but i'm around if you ever need a place to vent! sending you the best vibes and hope everything gets better for you soon, honey❣️

everyone shut the fuck up i’m trying to focus on my diabolical homosexual thoughts

hi. The reading was very good and i hope it resonates. thank you so much again, have a good day/night 💘

Thank you lots for participating! :”) Hope you have a good day/night too~

Thank you so much! You hit the nail on the head with the creative part. When I opened this blog, I spent quite a while thinking about how I was going to decorate it, what readings I was going to do. In fact, I think I had the first one halfway done before I even opened the blog. I put a lot of effort and screen time into it.

I think that’s what made this bother me a bit more. I still have a lot to polish and improve, and even though I haven’t been very active since November, I hope I can continue and get better at it. The combination of feeling burnout from personal matters and then finding out about that was just bad timing. I really considered deleting this blog because of this. But these little messages have encouraged me a lot. I might actually leave this account as it is and not be too brash about it, lol 🫶🏽💛

Addressing an Ongoing Issue Before My Return

I have noticed strong similarities between my content and this person's ever since I created my blog, and just a few days later, this person @/hermetiqa changed the aesthetic of theirs. I know i am a small blog with less than 400 followers and i disappear a lot. I have had sad experiences with plagiarism before, people have stolen my work (tarot and non tarot), and even if this isn’t exactly that, it’s really frustrating when someone with a bigger blog starts taking a lot of inspiration from you, never acknowledges it, you block them, and even after being blocked, they come back and keep doing it.

There’s no problem with being inspired, the issue is the context and how often it happens. Especially because this person changed their aesthetic after I opened my blog, along with their masterlist. I only found out now that they kept going because some friends outside my tarot blog told me. My last post was in November and guess what? So was theirs. I don’t know them, and they don’t know me. But the vibe here for me stinks bad. There’s also one thought that crossed my mind, even if it sounds silly: their blog has been around longer than mine, so what if I come back and they do it again? I won't feel comfortable because they made it weird. They could have said: oh and this masterlist was inspired by clairdelune. Like, they have paid readings, and are gaining money out of people. If you are having a business at least be transparent and support newcomers with their small business too when there's something you like or something you take inspo from.

PSA: I don't want anyone to give me advice on how to proceed, I just want to vent about this and not feel like I'm crazy. Even if it doesn't seem like it, this takes A LOT of time and days. Making tarot readings for a lot of public is draining because of the energies, and then decorating and coming up with something to make it look attractive is also draining. It's not a crime to get inspired, but the way this person has handled it has made me angry and feel a very bad energy around it.

For context this was their blog before:

It was simple, cute, straight to the point with three pictures. When you went down to read your pile, no section of "signs" with mbti or astrological placements where there. I love mbti, i checked their readings superficially and never noticed them referencing them. Here, you can see it for yourself:

then here's where it all started for me. This is what their masterlist looked like before:

Now this is what it looked like after taking inspiration from me and not even changing the roman numbers. Just changing small details but the essence is there. That's the difference with inspo and copy. You can take inspo from someone but the essence is going to be yours. If they did not change a few little tiny things, this would be confused with mine.

After this I blocked them. My thought process was: If they are a big blog and can do this with no one raising their eyebrows, It's safe to say they could even take inspo from my pictures and even readings. I don't know them, I don't know if this could be a one time thing or something that can continue, or worse: something that can enter plagiarism. I was hoping this would be enough for them to never see my blog again. But no. It kept going. At least they haven't copied what i write as I am aware.

Now, this can get tricky because unlike plagiarism, this is more inspiration based. Which is not a crime, but again, this being done heavily, with no acknowledgement whatsoever because i am a lesser known blog and after getting blocked? Not so nice and too much to be coincidence. Check the dates.

Same months, and this one took two weeks because before that, they posted another reading in between. I mean, putting floating png objects is not a trademark. But after I blocked them for what they did with my masterlist it pissed me off. Right now, them gaining more interactions with their post after this and with no acknowledgement is what did not sit well with me. It is hard to be a new blog in the tarot community and opening a ton of ask games for people to then unfollow you when they get their energy and reading from you and never interact with your blog again. Specially when this was a chance for you to get some money for college. But then again, seeing the strong similarities gets tricky, but you can see the inspiration.

Mine:

Theirs:

They never posted that section before. You can see it in their readings before, right? So when I started posting it too, guess what? they did it too. You know, it doesn’t feel fair that even after blocking them so they would leave me alone and find someone else to get inspired by, they still have this recurrent thing with me and might keep doing it with anything new I come up with. Because i stopped posting readings, the last reading I posted was the same theme (romantic partner) and with strong similarities as mine. I have not posted ever since. The one before that for me was future spouse related and theirs too. You know what's crazy? Mine got a lot of trouble and issues with the aesthetic I had to pull it down. This person's energy is so down heavy it made me put down my reading.

This can be called speculation, but we are in a spiritual community and I believe this could not be a coincidence and their energy towards me is not a good one. You can check the date. All in november. This is also a warning for other tarot readers, if you are sensitive like me with people's vibes, beware when opening a tarot blog.

They don't just do it with one thing and move on, they keep doing it with several things even after not being well received by my end, and it becomes annoying and it literally made me put my own post down.

I just want to leave this here before closing this blog and moving on, because honestly this hasn't been my year and I know it’s just starting, but little things like this don't give me a good vibe to keep running such an open blog to any audience. The energy is so draining and I want to do impulsive things like deleting my posts. Because I start thinking back to times where people straight up stole my work or envied it and posted it as theirs and I don't want that happening again.

Again, please, be mindful with your comments. If you have something rude to say, keep it.