TESSA I LITERALLY OWE U MY LIFFFEEEEE THABK UUU💗💗💗🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 EEK I LOVE HIM
pairing - zombie!matt x emo!reader
warnings - (some) smut, slight gore, mentions of sh, not proofread
summary - how matt and reader met & what it’s like to date a monster (every teenage girls dream)
a/n - this song had me in a chokehold in eighth grade
“he’s a monster, why do i want ya?”
i didn’t technically have a first meeting with matt, as he showed up as some knocks on my window. i didn’t know what it was, so i went to check. i found nothing.
the second time i went to check, i saw a boy my age. i furrowed my eyebrows, moving the black side bangs out of my face to get a better look.
that’s when i opened my window, and he turned around to look at me.
this boy looked like frankensteins creation; stitches and patches of skin, hollowed out cheeks, literally missing an eyeball, blood dripping from his mouth (old blood, it seemed, it was brown and looked like it had rotted, if that was even possible.) he had brown hair and the one eye he had was a piercing shade of blue.
“who are you??” i asked frantically.
he didn’t talk very well, just a few grumbles and a mumbled introduction of “..matt”
i swiftly shut the window
“i’m going insane..” i muttered to myself, closing the curtain and going to bed.
the third meeting with him was all a blur.
i heard those same three knocks again. this time, i grabbed some self defense. well, a spiked bracelet from hot topic. i wrapped it around my knuckles and opened the curtains, there he was again.
i opened the window.
“what do you want from me??”
he groaned sluggishly before answering “…place.. to go..”
i sighed. being the empath that i was, along with being a naïve 18 year old girl, i let him in. i pulled him in through my window, and he landed on the floor with a thud.
“shh, oh my god, get up!” i whisper-shouted, pulling him up.
he stood up and settled his hands on my waist, making my cold and interrogating expression falter a little
“…name” he mumbled.
“my name?” i questioned, to which he returned with a nod. “y/n.”
“god, there must be something wrong with me..” i mumbled. i had to literally be stupid if i was letting a monster into my home.
“..nothing.. wrong..” he murmured.
“no, there is,” i restated.
“…no.. beautiful..”
my stomach did a backflip at his words. god, he was a monster, and here i was, letting him flirt with me and liking it.
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after a while of him sneakily living in my home and flirting with me, and i finally let him make some advancements.
it started by letting him pick out my outfits
“no… too.. revealing.”
“but i like this top,” i would whine in response.
then eventually i’d let him watch me change into said outfits.
“scars..” he pointed out, making me instinctively cover my thighs
“uhh.. y-yeah..” i spoke shamefully.
i watched as he approached me from his spot perched against the wall and sunk to his knees, kissing the scars, leaving a brownish-red kiss mark from his bloody lips. it was disgusting, but i couldn’t shake off the unmistakable feeling of my panties dampening..
“still… beautiful..”
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eventually after countless “advancements” to our relationship were made, it was an unspoken agreement that we were, in fact, dating.
dating a zombie wasn’t easy. it came with its pros and cons.
some of those cons being kissing; it wasn’t very pleasant to have someone’s rotting tongue in your mouth, so we steered clear from that.
and of course, there was sex. no one tells you how horny zombies can get, and since they’re painfully slow, the buildup and teasing is agonizing.
“fuck-!” i cried out “please- faster..”
“..can’t.. go.. faster..” he grunted, pulling his dick out of me at an agonizingly slow pace, then pushing back in just as slow.
but riding him is always easy, that’s what i choose to do the most.
“..y/n..” he practically whined out “..so.. good..”
i continued to roll my hips back and forth and up and down on his cock, seeing what rhythm he preferred the most.
there’s always the problem of my parents potentially catching him.
“sweetheart, what was that thumping noise?” my mother would question from downstairs.
“uh- i fell!” i shouted back the first lie i could think of.
but despite all the problems of dating a monster, he was my boyfriend, and i loved him.
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Zombie!Matt x Emo!Reader p.1
Z!Matt pic made by @so0thsayer ^^
╰┈➤ No pronouns, Reader mostly referred to as 'You', only 1 use of Y/N, emo is not mentioned in this part btw
Warnings: Description of a zombie, creepiness, lonely reader, not properly proof read
In your small town there was always a myth about monsters that roam the woods at night, monsters that were once alive… once human… but you know this is no myth…
The next few days everything scared you, even though you had convinced yourself that what you saw out your window wasn't real, the memory of looking death in the face still scared you. For days you couldn't sleep properly out of fear that the corpse would climb through your window in the middle of the night. You wouldn’t even go into the woods, always walking straight home after school and staying shut inside for the rest of the evening with the windows and curtains closed.
But because you haven't gone out to the tombstone in a while you've started to feel just as isolated as when you first got here, not talking to anyone, not leaving the house, lost in your own thoughts. The grave of the unknown person helped you, honestly it saved you. You could talk about whatever you wanted and it would listen, you miss it.
Recently you’ve been feeling a little better, less scared of everything around you, so you decided to be brave and go see your friend.
The slow walk through the dense woods was frightening, every rustle or crunch would make you yelp, scared that the monster boy from your nightmares would jump out and eat your brains. Eventually you recognised the trees and surroundings as the ones close to the rock and you started to get excited at the thought of being able to talk to it once more and apologising for neglecting it the past few weeks but quickly, you stop dead in your tracks.
There is a young boy standing in front of the grave, slouched and hunched over like a sluggish dying body, he looks a sickly green colour and his matted, shaggy hair falls over his face. His clothes are like dirty old rags and they hang off his body in a lifeless way. You almost ask if he's ok until you notice the gigantic hole in front of the tombstone and the amount of dirt on the boy’s hands.
Suddenly you came to the frightening realisation that what you saw outside your window that night wasn’t all in your head, it was real. And so are the stories of monsters and beasts in the forest, because you met one.
You let out a shocked gasp and your hand flies over your mouth in an attempt to hide from the corpse of a man in front of you but his head slowly drags over to your direction, his dark and frightening eyes landing on your frozen pose. It is only now that you really get a good look at him, his features are sharp and shrunken but there is something curious and inviting in the way he looks at you. There is a stitch that runs from the middle of his cheek to the middle of his nose and his mouth is open like he is about to say something but the words won't come out.
You slowly lower your hands from your mouth and shuffle forward ever so slightly, testing to see if he would jump at you and rip your face off. Thankfully he didn't, he actually flinched away from you. “Oh- no don’t worry… I wont hurt you.” You mumble in response to his fear. At your words he relaxes his shoulders (not like they weren't already slouched) and you inch closer to him, studying his rotten features; the dark bags under his eyes, somehow his lips and eyelids are both blue and pink making him look both alive and dead. You stop in front of him as he stares at you with his prominent blue eyes, not being able to fully read his emotions.
“Is- is this your grave?” You ask, glancing down at the hole and then back up at him. His head slowly nods in a way that looks like it's about to fall off and grunts, deep from the back of his throat. The corner of your lips start to quirk up in a smile realising the wish you made that night accidentally became true.
At an agonisingly slow pace you and the decrepit boy walk back to your house in silence, too scared and in shock to say anything while you drag him along by the forearm, helping him not trip over on branches or rocks along the path. When you arrive outside your house you’re extremely cautious as to not let anyone see him while you open your bedroom window and help him get in before he lands on the ground with a loud thud, thank the lord your parents aren’t home.
You climb in the window after him and help him up off the ground by his arm, being careful with it as you're scared you're gonna rip it off or something. As he stands in front of you with his slouched posture, staring at you intensely, you feel like you should be waking up from a dream any moment now and your eyes will open to the bright, warm sunlight coming through your bedroom window, shining directly on your bed in a soft, comforting way. But you never wake up. There really, truly, is a zombie in your room, staring at you like he either wants to rip off your face or kiss you.
While you are stuck in your thoughts the corpse's hand slowly lifts up and he raises a finger that falls to the top of your chest, tapping a little before he gets out a low grunt. You furrow your eyebrows in confusion as you stare at him, trying to figure out what he is doing or asking. In an almost frustrated tone he grunts again, this time louder and he nods his head towards you. “M-Me?” He slightly nods a little and taps your chest, trying to convey something without words like a game of charades.
“Mmmame” The boy spurts out in an unintelligible way. “Mm- my- my name?” You say pointing to yourself slightly and he nods, seeming happy you finally understood what he wanted. “I’m Y/N… uhm- what’s your name?” You hesitantly ask, not sure if he remembers or could even say it if he did. Slowly he brings the finger on your chest up to his and his mouth hangs open slightly while he groans. “Mmmatt…” He mumbles in a way that seems like it took a lot of effort as he sighs after and his hand falls back down to his side. “Matt? Your name is Matt?” You question and he once again nods in response with a croaky groan falling from his limp lips. You slightly smile at him and feel heat slowly rise on your cheeks as your head tilts curiously while you look at him, you like the name, you think it suits him in a weird sort of way.
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A/N: this one is a little longer but i hope u enjoy also sorry for the lack of romance so far jajaja😭
GUYS THIS ISNT GOOD IM FEELING THE HYPER FIXATION LEAVE MY BODY
I AM TWWEAKINBGGGGGG PLEASE I am a slut for vampire matt but I need MONSTER MATT!!!!! HES JUST A LIL GUY BUT I NEED HIM PLS also need more x emo reader fics😔😔
SOMEONE PLS WRITE A MATT FIC BASED ON THIS SONG
PLS DO YOU SEE THE VISION LIKE I DO PLSSSS😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏 MONSTER MATT X EMO READER I BEG OF YOU
Why are Matt and I literally matchingg🤭🤭 (my birthday was before theirs he copied meeee!!)
stayed up WAY too late writing this but tmmrw she will be posted🙏🙏 beyond proud of this actually