Just Tried One Of These For The First Time And It's So Good!?!? They're Super Cheap Too Which Is Awesome

Wednesday 25/10

My parents still eat super unhealthy but I could manage it this time! Yippee!

Today I had 896 calories which now that I've added my dinner calories up that's kinda crazy like my smoothie (which looks gross but it was actually yum trust me) was less than 200 calories

After school I went on a walk and had a smoothie with banana, apple, cinnamon and a little milk which was 182 Cal

Mum made dinner and she gave me a huge portion for some reason?? It was 714 Cal though which I mean thank god I didn't eat anything more throughout the day like that's actually crazy. Surprisingly I ended up eating it all tho mainly because I didn't want my mum getting suspicious

I think this is gonna be my new safe food because oh my god it's actually so yum and only 114 kcal for the three of them. I am literally obsessed like you have no idea

Monday 30/10

Today I had 945 calories which is a little too close for comfort for me but at least it's under I suppose. I wish I could make my own dinner so I can control what I eat more😭

For lunch I had an apple and some black tea because I was feeling pretty hungry, which was 50 calories

After school I had a little bowl filled with lettuce, salmon, scrambled eggs and a tiny bit of avocado which was 196 calories

For dinner mum made pasta, leas and crumbed sausages which I ended up having two of, that was 697 calories😭

Monday 6/11

I'm posting this a little late because I was so tired yesterday I forgot😭 this wasn't all I ate (I had like an apple and stuff) but this was the meals and my net calories do reflect everything I ate, I think today I'm just gonna sleep😭

My after school meal♡ 88 kcal

Oats- 1/8 cup- 78 kcal

Water- 1/4 cup

Greek yoghurt- 2 tsp- 2.5 kcal

Milk- 3 tsp- 7.5 kcal

+some pansy petals because I'm extra and there's no fruit in the house for some colour

Thursday 26/8

I had such a good day today! I had 750 calories in total which is quite a bit but I worked out today and burnt like 150 calories! I've never really worked out before but I thought I should start if I wanna lose weight

For lunch I had my peanut butter rice cakes and half an apple which was 200 calories

For dinner I had these creamy potato things which was super good and chicken schnitzel, which I think was about 550? Sadly I can't just look up the exact calories for creamy potatoes and I'm too stupid to work them out😭

For breakfast I decided to have a blueberry smoothie, this is like half of it but it's pretty good, 195 kcal all up

Blueberries- 1 cup- 84 kcal

Greek yoghurt- 1/4 cup- 63 kcal

Milk- 1/3 cup- 48 kcal

I used whole milk because I don't have any almond, I feel like almond would've been much nicer and if I were to do this again I'd just stick with adding water

All up this was 956.5 calories and like 850 of them was the pizza😭 I ended up having in order to like, make my mum less suspicious but I actually feel so gross, probably gonna fast until dinner tomorrow. I'm so happy I didn't eat anything before dinner because I was dangerously close to my limit

I thought I was the smallest out of all my friends so i was only gonna restrict calories for another week but it turns out one of thems taller than me but still only 46 kilos I'm going fucking crazy why can't that be me